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My heart dropped when I saw the test in my hand. "N-no way, there is just no way!" I wanted to scream, I wanted to cry, I wanted to crawl into a ball and forget the world... I had recently been in a relationship with a my ex- boyfriend Jerry but we ultimately broke it off. I wondered if it was his, it had to be. How in the world was I going to raise a child, by myself at that.

I decided not to tell Jerry today, I thought it would be better if I just waited for a while and see what would happen. Its been about a week since I first took the pregnancy test. I called Jerry and asked him to meet up with me. He agreed and we went to the park together. "Jerry" I said in a soft voice "yeah" . "I-Im pregnant" he didn't say anything for about a second. "Jerry...?"...."Wow" he said amazed. "So...what do you think?" "What do you mean what do I think?" " You know its yours right?" "....Its not mine!" he shot back, "Yes it is, you know what I knew I shouldn't have told you this!" "Look he said, I don't care what you say... its not mine" he said straight faced.

He walked away, and left me there... alone. I didn't realize that we had drawn so much attention to ourselves until he left. I felt so helpless and lost... well that is until a little lady came over. She sat behind me and gave me a hug, she said " Its ok, i'll help you if you allow me." I felt so relived to have someone that would help me make even the smallest amount of sense form this mess. Just as I was about to calm down, I had remembered about my family my mother to be exact she wasn't gonna make this easy for sure, but I had procrastinated for long enough and I didn't want to start showing before I told her what was going on.