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"You're what?!" my mom exclaimed. b"How in the world!" "Mom I-" "You cant take care of yourself let alone a baby!" "Well mom, what do you want me to do!?" " I want you to get rid of it, you cant provide it a future anyway!" I knew the conversation with my mom was gonna be bad, but not this bad. I didn't expect her to say that, but I knew that she only wanted best for me, right. " I cant just do that mom, its not only my child." "Well the tell him, who ever he is that you're gonna get an abortion." I knew that there was no way I was gonna get her to understand, so I decided to just go home.

Even if she was mean, my mom was right about one thing there was no way I could take care of a child. I barely had enough food for me to eat, and now I would have to eat for two. I didn't want go get and abortion I really didn't, but if I had a child I would want them to be healthy and happy. Not worrying about if they would get dinner if not. I went along with the abortion I knew it would be for the best.

I had woke up, with my phone going off with alarms and text messages, it was Jerry what did he want. I called him and when he picked up the phone I snapped. "What do you want!" "Calm down, I just wanted to make sure you were still getting the abortion." How did he know about that. "Why should you care, didn't you say it wasn't yours!" " You know what never mind, Im glad we broke up, just get the stupid abortion and stop trying to tie me to you with a kid that hasn't even been born yet!" and he hung up. "No" , I said. I was gonna keep this child and I was gonna make sure that he/she lived a good life...with me.

~ I was gonna get my life together... for you. ~