Chapter 21. Porn

Point of view: Alpha Ryan Damison

My parents warned me about the rogues in the forest but never the ones with hazel eyes and a heartbeat.

The rest of the day passes by peacefully, no anxiety kicking in, no one swimming in jealousy, everything at ease. I sense Ethan walking closer so I close my laptop where I was reading his resume. "Sir, here is the hard copy of today's meeting. All the key points are highlighted. And do you want something else as I am about to leave?"

I notice the time, it's already a quarter past six. "No, you can leave and get home safely." I said quietly which made his eyes shine bright in surprise. "Yes-s, sir." He stutters as he tries to hide his smile and walks away. I know he feels it too. I again notice his peachy-perky ass which most girls don't have. Interesting!

I turn towards the window behind me from where the city square is clearly visible. I place my leg on the window's edge and get into a comfortable position. I close my eyes and think about today. My wolf didn't bother me, I no more feel tiresome, no stress today, overall it was a nice day.

I wonder if having a mate can give me peace of mind. I take out my phone from the pocket and google for gay people. As the result shows up, I get shocked to know that my favorite series characters, Barney Stinson, Sheldon Cooper are gay in real life.

Sheldon, okay. BUT BARNEY!!

I again think of Ethan as my mate. The first thing that pops up in my head is intimacy. I wonder how gay people make love, never have I ever been attracted to any man other than Ethan. I instantly google 'How do gay people make out?' I see pictures, videos, and GIFs of men kissing, groping, and grinding nakedly. Oh god.

I click on one of the links, the site is full of gay porn with weird titles;

Ø Hunky boys make each other happy with their massive dicks.

Ø Once upon a time in cock-tale.

Ø Tales of dark hole.

Ø Star Trek: The next penetration.

I cringe as I read their titles, but I scroll down anyway. Curiosity takes me to the amateur category.

Ø Anus and Andy.

Ø The Sperminator.

Ø Star Whores.

Ø The Last Anal Hero.

Ø Come learn then cum.

I finally click on the one looking decent from all. I am so going to hell for watching this. The video plays in black and white, there are two guys who are intimately touching each other while they stand in front of a huge mirror. Well, it doesn't look that bad. It's like dudes hugging each other.

I watch them carrying on their thing, soon their hugging turns into humping. The guy at back gropes the front guy who is moaning uncontrollably while giving aroused faces. He pants and breathes in like an asthma patient and moans loudly. That's so gay!

I flinch as the guy in back smacks his ass, and the front guy slaps the back one's ass, are they spanking each other? What are they doing? And why? He feels his chest, stomach then down grabs his penis and starts to stroke it hard while he humps him from the back. Okay, it is getting worse.

The room fills up with the moans and groans of both the guys as they get aggressive. Then the back dude does something which made the front guy cry, no moan, what is he doing?

I was so much into analyzing the video that I didn't hear the click of the door.

And too bad I didn't catch the vanilla and dew grass smell enter in.

Oh, shit.