Unwanted Feelings

Tiara's POV...

Actually, I was kind of flustered by Dylan earlier on the beach. He was close to me and his intense gaze was making me breathless. For a while, I thought we've met before. So I asked him who is he. But it's impossible for us to meet because I spent my childhood here. How could we meet before?

Anyway, we are going to a concert which has already started. Dylan was looking so annoyed all the way. He hates noises, crowds. He is strange. Really strange.

But why am I thinking about him? Shake him off from your head, Tiara. You have Ethan.

My favorite singer will come to this concert today. Yeah, William Bona. She is so famous among the men for her elegance and voice. She is 44 years old but still looks like 25 years old.

We came to the front pushing the crowd, it's really fun to push people behind us and go forward. Hehe. Don't do this every time. Because every time you'll not feel good when they'll glare at you like they are now glaring at us.

Dylan was rolling his eyes around. I can see he isn't liking anything. Rohan and Sunbin these lovebirds are obviously enjoying. We enjoy every moment with our loved ones.

How much I wish Ethan to be here!

"Hi Everyone. Good evening." The host of the concert appeared on the stage and people started cheering.

I'm just interested to see Die Land's expression now. I turned my face to him and as expected, he was highly irritated.

"Do you like this evening?" The host asked, warming everyone up.

I took a step closer to Dylan. I wanted to shout in his ear. Why? I don't know.

"Yesssss." I screamed with the crowd. And I successfully startled Dylan. He pressed his palm on his chest and looked at me, shocked!

I pouted my lips. "What?" I know he can't hear me. The people here are so loud.

He said something, but I just saw him moving his lips. His moist lips.

"Die Land. I'm not hearing anything." I said and his gazes followed my lips. So he was now reading the movements of my lips.

I also gazed at his lips and tried to read what he wants to say.

Okay, I understood the first two words he mouthed. WHY ARE...?

His lips move again. YOU SCREAMING?

Why am I screaming?

"My wish." I stuck my tongue out at him.

He sighed, his soft breath fell on my skin. God. I got goosebumps. His lips were just like hot lips flower. Psychotria elata (scientific name of hot lips). Just the difference is his lips are pale pink.

What's wrong with me? I even describing his lips. Pervert me!

He was saying something again with his eyes rolling around. His lips were moving. But it stopped suddenly when he darted his eyes at the stage and the crowd started cheering loudly.

He looked shocked, his face darkened, his mouth was still open but the voice wasn't coming out. And wait a minute is it sadness in his eyes?

I tilted my head as my eyes followed his. Oh my god! William Bona is on the stage. When did she come? This is why the crowd was screaming. Woah. She is looking extra gorgeous.

But what's wrong with Dylan? Why did his face darken seeing her? He doesn't like her?

I looked at Rohan to ask but he wasn't looking less shocked than Dylan. What's wrong with these guys? Is she looking that beautiful which made them dumb?

Sunbin was also confused like me. I threw a 'what's wrong' look at her. She just shrugged her shoulders.

I was going to ask any of them when Dylan started walking backward, going out of sight.

What happened?

Rohan was about to follow him but he stopped and looked at me.

"I think I shouldn't leave two women alone here. Tiara, can you follow him?" He said with his extra loud voice.

He was right. If he leaves behind him, I and Sunbin will be left alone.

"It's his mother. She left his dad when we're in high school." Rohan informed me.

I didn't reply to him, my eyes were looking for the person who was getting lost in the crowd. Without wasting a moment, I came out of the crowd, looking for Dylan around.

I'm sure he came to the beach. But where did he go?

After searching for a while, I found him standing before the ocean staring unseeing at its salty surface mindlessly.

"Dylan." I called him out with my softest voice.

When he didn't respond, I slowly walked towards him and shook his shoulder, trying to scar him.

He naturally turned his face to me. His expression was calm, his eyes were now red.

"Aren't you scared?" I narrowed my gaze.

He put his hands inside his pockets and let out a soft laugh. I can clearly notice the sadness.

He kept quiet for some time before averting his gaze to the horizon of the blue ocean. "Every night dinner would be prepared before 9. And my mom would wait for my dad to arrive from the office before she could start eating. When he fell out of love, he started coming home later. Sometimes 1 hour or sometimes 3 hours. After a while, my mom started losing weights and the bags under her eyes were more and more visible because she refused to eat before he came home." He paused and swallowed hard. I felt my heart tightened against my chest.

"One day, my mom got tired of everything and started packing her clothes to leave us. I asked her 'you don't love us?' She replied she will stop loving us because his blood is flowing inside us. She'll stop wasting her time on us and begin her new life which she has dreamed of."

His icy blue eyes connect with mine and my world shatters almost instantly. "I was no longer scared of the scary dark nights when I was all alone or the murderer who nearly choked me to death. I was scared of loving someone who doesn't love me back. And until now I am. I will forever be." His voice was soft and painful to hear, it caused my heartache.

Why? Why this man is doing this to me?