"What's this feeling?!"

Some hours before.

Mijail got confused when Kenneth suddenly kissed him. The sensation that ran through his body left him excited. Then he heard Kenneth's father calling Kenneth with a strong and furious voice, consequently, Mijail felt that something down there was getting hard. His face immediately blushed and pushed slowly Kenneth, then he said some words and left the party in a hurry. He wanted to take the opportunity that all the gazes were cast on Kenneth and his father.

Well, that was what Mijail thought. He didn't notice that two people were looking at his back: one was Kenneth and the other one was Felicia.

Mijail went quickly to his room and closed the door. His face was still red as a tomato. He felt that something was wrong with him. How could a guy make him excited? Mijail was sure that he didn't like men. 'This is only a normal reaction for a person that was just kissed deeply' he tried to convince himself, but his little friend was telling him something else. Mijail remembered the kissed and finally, he got hard. Mijail was stunned by his body's reaction and went to the bathroom. He needed to relieve himself.

After he finished, he took a bath and change into his pajamas.

"This feeling..." Mijail Mo-Uh began to consider everything that happened at the party. He got to know that Kenneth was indeed engaged with a beautiful woman. Mijail even felt jealous. In his other life, he didn't date anyone, and Kenneth was engaged with a beautiful woman. He felt that he had put Lewis' family in a difficult position, he even considered that Kenneth was just playing with him. Then, he remembered some rumors at the school before the original owner of his body died: they said that Prince Lewis was someone who plays with the feelings of people.

Mijail suddenly felt that something wet was falling from his eyes. At some point, he started crying. Mijail hugged the pillow and covered his face until he fell asleep.

An hour passed and someone opened his room's door. The person was a man that looked at him in silence. The man approached and saw that Mijail's face was wet.

Kenneth felt bad because of Mijail crying. He caressed Mijail's head softly and left in silence.

Mijail woke up when he felt someone touching his hair. It was the hand of a man. Mijail opened his eyes and saw Kenneth leaving the room.

'I suppose that my engagement with Felicia is over, I might go early in the morning to my house,' with those thoughts, Mijail fell asleep again.

At seven in the morning, Mijail got up and packed his clothes. While he was getting closer to the door, a female voice called him.

"Mijail, come and have breakfast with me," the owner of that soft voice was Kenneth's mother.

Mijail looked at her and nodded. He left his luggage next to the door and accompanied Mrs. Lewis to the dining room.

"You seem sad and confused, are you fine?" Gloria asked him with a gentle voice.

"I'm fine ma'am, it's just that I have some things I have to tell my family," Mijail enjoyed the breakfast.

"I see, well, you are a good boy, too bad Felicia didn't appreciate it,"

"She knows, but she loves Renata. I hope they can be happy"

"You are right, well, have a good trip. I hope we meet again," Gloria asked her butler to call the driver and help Mijail with his luggage.

"Thank you, ma'am, I hope it too," Mijail bade farewell and left the mansion.

Gloria looked at the departing car, and smiled sadly, "Kenneth will get sad after the news reaches him".

Mijail was still confused with his feelings, he couldn't understand what was happening in his mind and heart. He respects homosexual relationships, but he didn't imagine he would be put in a difficult situation where he was the one with... those feelings? 'Argh... This is difficult' Mijil grabbed his head with his hands.

He arrived at his house and came in. He found that his brothers and sister were having breakfast.

"Mijail! You're back!" Frieda announced his arrival.

Mijail smiled but he noticed that something was wrong. Hackett and Heller had trouble faces and Frieda's smile was a fake.

"What happened?" Mijail asked carefully, this was the first time he saw his family like that.

"Frieda found some papers after cleaning the house," Heller began to tell everything that happened after Mijail left.

Their mother told them to prepare everything for Christmas dinner while she and their father went to buy the food. Everyone was cleaning and selecting what was trash and what wasn't. Finally, Frieda looked at the furniture next to the study room's door and found some documents. The documents were of their birth and studies.

Hackett looked at Mijail while holding some papers, "We are not related by blood," he gave Mijail the papers while his voice was breaking.

Mijail automatically took the papers and with a blank expression, he read the content:

~~~Name: Mijail Tellez

~~~Mother Name: Linda Tellez

~~~Father Name: ----------

~~~Birth Date: 4 / 04 / 1998

~~~Nationality: Feres, Luda

~~~Adoptive Mother: Kate Louis

~~~Adoptive Father: Mark Mo

~~~Details: Linda Tellez and Mijail Tellez had an accident where Linda died immediately, Mijail was gravely injured and was took to a hospital. The doctor found that Mijail contracted the 'Bleeding Syndrome' since his birth and was about to die, but the treatment was just in time. The adoptive process was difficult because of that sickness, but Mark and Kate Mo adopted him.

Mijail's face was still blank. His mind was a mess before he arrived at his home, now he couldn't even think and digest the information he just finished reading. Everything was falling apart, he couldn't understand anything. He felt that his heart was crumbling.

What's this feeling?! Someone answer me!