Chapter 21: Internal Battle

Intermission was over, patrons reentering the theater, when I set foot on the plush carpet at the bottom of the stairs. I pushed past a number of them on my way to the outer doors, desperate for a breath of fresh air. I staggered through a cloud of cigar smoke and into the cool London night, gasping for something that had nothing to do with oxygen.

A battle raged inside me. I found a low stone wall and collapsed on it while my magic, the magic I'd been born with and had sustained me my entire life fought against this new power only now fully awoken under Samuel's influence.

I had never felt so disoriented or nauseated, my head spinning while my stomach heaved and flipped slowly over and over. Every attempt I made to access my magic only made things worse. Panting and covered in a cold sweat, I sat there and shook while the two energies within me struggled for dominance over the other.