Dear diary,
That is how almost two months of my life went. I avoided his gaze but he still smiled at me every time our path crossed, with occasional Hi and Hello, he helped me if I dropped anything and I would just awkwardly pass him without saying a single word. not even a thank you.
I would dream about talking to him, laughing with him and showing him the innumerable sketches i made of him but never doing anything in person.
Today I am attending another wedding for which my mother had selected a deep blue dress for me which pass down to my knees with lace all over, very faminine. I did a light makeup a bit of eyeliner and pink lipstick. I did my hair in braid and went with my family to the reception.
Yuna was going too and that was the only reason I agreed to go. As soon as we arrived I searched for Yuna and went immediately to her after congratulating the happy couple.
As I was talking to her I saw someone approaching us. So I turned to look and all in his glory it was Cha Min. I want silent immediately and didn't notice Yuna leaving us or rather betraying me by leaving me alone while blabbering about re-doing her makeup which was a total lie cause she just did it five minutes ago.
Looking at my uncomfortable state Cha Min asked me the one question which was far from reality.
"Do you hate me?" he said
My life just became full of surprises as he asked the most unbelievable question. I was so shocked that after two years of having hopeless crush on him he was finally talking to me and in my falbbergasted state I couldn't answer his question immediately and saw the look of sadness in his eyes.
So I almost shouted.. "Noooo!!!... why would you think so?"
He had a relieving smile and with his Oh so very charming smile he said
"Cause you always seems to run away everytime I try to talk to you or even look at you"
I took another moment to think before answering cause I didnt wanted to make myself even more embaressed
"Cause I dont know how to talk to you?... and I never I noticed you trying that much to talk to me"
Now with a teasing glint in his eyes he said
"Cause it's difficult talking to the most beautiful girl I have ever seen"
I was so shocked and didn't knew how to answer. Then miraculously to my rescue our parents came to us and we bowed.
My mother always being the conversationalist said to me "Euna you must know Cha min he is from the same school as you" to which I nodded and said yes.
Mrs. Park said looking at me "Aigoo, she is such a beautiful and respectful young lady I am so happy that our Cha Min have such good friends" Coming from such a beautiful and kind lady I was over the moon but she wasn't right about her predictions of us being friends.
I was about to answer with a 'No we are not really friends' when Cha Min beat me to it and said "I am happy too. Ji Eun shi is very smart and do good in all of her classes especially Arts" being shocked at the moment was an understatement.
I was still in my shock when to my embarrassment and utter humiliation my mother said "Except maths. I heard that Cha Min is very good at it. I hope you will help our Euna with it"
to which he said "Yes I will be very happy to help"
I didnt knew how I became the topic of conversation in which I really didnt had any part in.
Thankfully Cha Min's father and mine joined the conversation and the topic went off of me. But I could still see him smiling at me. after few minutes we went back to our seats and for the second time I lost my appetite in wedding.
Next day I found Cha Min at my locker waiting for me.