Lai Huifang

Zheng Yuhan was completely astounded by her sudden change of behavior. She was behaving weird again, he was getting more worried about him.

She pushed him away? Does she didn't like him or did he go far too much? Yeah, she just got better and kissing right now maybe over the line.

He felt guilt inside him for losing control of himself. But what can he do, something was attracting him to her like a magnet but when he saw her expression he felt like killing himself for doing that.

She was scared and breathing heavily like she just saw a nightmare, was he that scary? His face turned gloomy but he still went a bit close to her.

"Are you okay?" He questioned in a caring tone even though he was in pain seeing her like that.

Was he that scary or she didn't like him anymore?

She flinched a bit on his question but finally she snapped out from her thoughts. She saw his gloomy face, she can understand he was upset from what she did. She was just too swamped in her thoughts that she got carried away with her emotion and pushed him away.

"Sorry, I didn't mean to do that…" she mumbled softly biting her lower lips. She apologized in guilt, she didn't mean it but she was going to make a mistake. She was not that vixen, she couldn't have stolen someone else's boyfriend. She can't live with that guilt of taking someone else's boyfriend.

She doesn't let someone pain her how she felt when her loved one chose someone else instead of her.

She knows the pain, she knows how it feels when the guy you liked the whole life suddenly abandons you for another girl.

It's the same as a curse and when you try to get him back you are called a villain.

She just tried to get her love back, yeah the method she was wrong but what happened to her was wrong too.

She never asked anything just him but why that bitch needed to steal him from her. Lai Huifang, the bitch who took everything from her, didn't get any hate from others but they pitied her. But what about her, she was called vicious, heartless and when she really became one they looked at her as if she was a devil.

Yes, she even told herself if they say I am vicious, heartless, a person filled with vengeance, then why not become one but when I become one they look at me with shameful eyes, should I care for those people?

Yes she shouldn't but her heart can't. No matter if she shows she is strong she can never lose her soft side, she is weak. She also wanted to take care of her, protect her from everyone but she never got one. Thinking about her past she wanted to laugh at herself.

She changed herself for him who was no one. She doesn't want to be the old one, she wants to be the new one, where she doesn't need to think of others' opinions. She wanted to leave like she wished in her life.

But she can't, she can't be vicious like others say. If someone cares for her she may never think of hurting them even if they become threats to her life.

"I told you to leave him but you didn't, get ready for consequences now." A male voice echoed in her brain. She felt pain, a sharp pain in her head. Naturally both of her hands hold her head. She didn't know what to do, it was painful.

She didn't know whether to shout or cry, she closed her eyes and a scene started to reflect.

The scene of her on the lake, the place where she drowned.

She saw herself standing on the wooden bridge looking at her reflection in water. She was sad, she was sad on herself more than others.

She looked at herself who was standing on the bridge, how much she regretted at that moment for doing all those things.

She got upset, reminiscing about her past, where she was just an innocent girl who always smiled and looked at everything with a positive look but then she changed. Her innocent self got lost while looking for the meaningless happiness.

They are not even more important than herself if she thinks now but then she sees the person.

The person who sent her away from that hell but unknowingly he sent her to another hell from that hell.

But this hell was better than before one. She can recognize the guy from one look. It was the guy who wanted her, he liked him and even tried to win her heart but Wan Xieran never looked at him, her only interest was Mu Xiuying. She was crazy for her and he was crazy for her. He even warned her many times to stay away from Mu Xiuying and choose him instead of him but she never listened.

But she was still suspicious that the time she met him for the first time was also the day Lai Huifang and Mu Xiuying announced their relationship to her and closed people.

And more suspicious thing she met him when she ran away from there after the announcement. He always becomes a hurdle when she tries to do something to destroy the relationship between Lai Huifang and Mu Xiuying.

He whispered those words again to her ears,"I told you to leave him but didn't bear the consequences now." Those words.

Her past self looked at him and seeing him there she was taken back by surprise, and slipped. If he wanted he could have saved her but instead of saving he smirked evilly before kicking her legs to let her fall in water fast. And he didn't feel guilt, she didn't show guilt in his face. He just ran away as if nothing happened.

Wan Xieran plopped on the grass ground, she can never think that even the guy who said that he likes her and he does this to her.

Why does everyone in her life betray her? What did she do wrong?

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