Love is a drug

Wan Xieran woke up from his nightmare and looked around, no one was there. As if her eyes were searching for someone and she was not even known to it. Her eyes searching for a face, face even she didn't know. What was she even looking at?

Only her eyes can answer it, because she didn't have any control on herself anymore, she lost control of her own body, yeah it was never her body.

Why does she forgets, everything in this world belongs to Chen Juan, and what belongs to the owner will always be the owner, you can be a temporary owner but the original was still original.

She wants to cry, but holds it. No matter who the owner is, she is still the owner no matter what happens in future, the time she is here, she will learn how to stand on her feet. She got a chance to become a better her, she will not lose the opportunity she got.

She got up from the bed, and slowly walked out of her ward, she was trying to look for Zheng Yuhan, to apologise for what she did. She was still Chen Juan for this world, and she needs to keep it covered. Why will anyone believe her words?

People need proof for everything, and she didn't have any proof, and something eccentric like she transmigrated to her body from the other world, and who will believe her.

And what if they believe and ask her where is real Chen Juan then what will she tell them. That she didn't know herself? And they will accept her, even if she herself will never believe then how can she make others believe, the only way now is to act like Chen Juan, and start living this new life until the real Chen Juan comes back.

She looked for Zheng Yuhan, shy and meek, afraid of what he would think of her. She walked through the corridor, she saw different people, some looking at her, some didn't give any interest towards her and treated her as thin air. It was so different from her world.

People here, are so busy in their own world that they didn't have any time to spare for others, they treat others as thin air. She didn't know was this a good thing or not. In her world, people always have time for other one, they help and also badmouth together.

Here no one had time to bad-mouth others, they were busy in their own world, maybe it was so different from her world, and maybe this time she didn't have to run away, but just do what she wants.

She stopped a nurse, she knows the nurse, nurse was the same one who comes to clean her wound, and sting her with the needle.

She hated it first, and even scared she was trying to kill her but Zheng Yuhan assured her, it was just medicine nothing else, and unknown her. She believed him, she believed in his words and let the nurse put the needle inside her. And soon she stopped getting scared of her, and she started to talk to her normally.

"Luo Mei, have you seen Zheng Yuhan?" Zheng Yuhan asked her with a worried look, she was having a hunch that something bad to him. She only hoped it was just her hunch nothing else, and nothing bad happen to him. But she was worried, worried to death.

"Dr. Zheng? I think I have seen him going to his cabin sometime ago." Luo Mei replied back to her, after thinking for a few seconds.

"Thanks," she thanked before running towards his cabin. Every passing minute she was more scared than before.

On reaching, she felt weird that the windshield was pulled down. She can't hear any voice, it was exceptionally quiet.

She took a few steps slowly towards the door, her heart beating fast. She slowly reached out towards the door knob.

She was the same as a frightened sheep, about to enter the lion's den, and she was scared yet she wanted to enter the den.

She finally pushed open the door as her eyes closed instinctively for a second.

She felt coldness surrounding her, but she was not interested in that. She looked around searching for Zheng Yuhan, and finally she saw him leaning on the sofa, his one arm resting on his eyes. He was sleeping so peacefully.

Her eyes slowly traced down, and saw his wounded hand, she was aghast in her place, before dashing towards him.

"Zheng Yuhan!" She called his name running towards him. She kneeled down on the floor to check his hand, it was bleeding a lot.

She tried to look around for something to clog down the wound. Luckily, she noticed a box of tissue on the table, she didn't think any and took the tissue from it before cleaning the wound.

Hearing her cry, a group of onlookers gathered outside the room and started to whisper among them but no one came in.

Until, Luo Mei reached there and hurried in seeing the scene. She closed the door to not let the onlookers to get any more drama before rushing towards Zheng Yuhan and Wan Xieran.

"What happened?" She asked in a worried tone, huffing a bit from running. Luo Mei checked and saw his wounded arm, seeing that Wan Xieran was shaking and cleaning the wound, she sighed.

Love is a drug, a drug that kills you slowly, without any pain. It can make even rational people like Chen Juan lose their mind seeing her beloved like that.

Luo Mei sighed, at first she didn't notice but the room was cold. She didn't notice at that time, maybe because of Zheng Yuhan and she came running to the room, maybe.

She can't stop shivering, she looked around for the ac remote to raise the room temperature, while Wan Xieran cleaned Zheng Yuhan's wound.

She was still shaking and somehow holding her tears, but she didn't stop cleaning. Lot of questions running in her mind.

Was it because of her? Was she the one at fault? She can't stop herself from getting guilty.

Luo Mei finally raised the temperature and went back to them, she can see Chen Juan was not in a good state and it was not good to let her clean the wound, Luo Mei took it from her and started dressing the wound herself. ​