Little girl

Wan Xieran didn't complain, her hands were still shaking. Did he get angry and hurt himself because of her denial?

Guilt, guilt for everything she did knowingly or unknowingly guilt.

Guilt, those four letter words has always surrounded her, she tries to run out of it but always ends up back there, again and again. She tries to do the right thing but she messes up, she messes up everything. Every time why is she to create a blunder and she can only feel guilty, and rips her from inside.

Her inside cries, shrieks, from pain but she can only gulp every cries and pain of her soul somewhere and show nothing happened.

Was her life bound to be like that? In the past she was looked down because she was antagonist, now she was real nature yet she was looked down. Why do they despise her? Should she really become someone to be liked by others.

She was weak and soft, she was strong and bold but they always complain, they complain every time. They complain about everything. She had enough of their complain she wants to herself from now on, a girl who cares for the people she likes, a person who has her thoughts, she doesn't care whether think she was weak or strong but she knows who she is and she was not a person to have vengeance but someone with heart and she will keep it. She will be with her heart, no matter how they look at her. She will not think of others.

***

A small cottage far away from suburbs, the pleasant weather and a tranquil countryside,what can one ask for more?

Under the veil of that beauty was located. a small flower shop, outdoor coated with white, while vine of rose plants, climb the walls, blooming on their prime, delicate yet strong enough to protect them from predators.

"Madam Lili." A young man entered the shop and called the woman standing at the corner.

The woman turned her head on hearing the call, a gentle sweet smile on her lips, she looked at the young man. Her eyes were giving warmth, she was like a radiant sun, every feature of her sensitive but they had their own pros, one shouldn't underestimate her beauty, her beauty was like the hazy sun in the early winter morning. She warmed every heart, her silver hair and pale smooth skin, she looked like a fairy and those green eyes of her, adding color and shine.

The young man's heart fluttered seeing the bright smile, he was a regular customer of the shop and it was because of her, her radiant smile captivating hearts of all genders.

She looked like she was in her twenties but she had a secret. A secret who is unknown to the world. She had something special unknown to anyone and except one person no one knew.

That little girl was one and only person to know her secret, that too by accident.

***

Twenty years ago...

Liliane was doing her work like usual in her shop, when that girl visited her. That young girl with those black orbs, as if she has the whole universe in them. She was not alone, a guy and parents were with them. They ordered a bouquet, but Liliane found something peculiar about that girl. The small girl looked at her whole time, as if she examined her, she didn't give much attention and after giving the bouquet to them they left. It was then she sighed in relief but she didn't know that it was just starting, and that girl was something Destiny to her.

She noticed one of the plants was dying, after they left. She knows it was wrong but she can't let it die like that, she wanted to save something she can.

She sighed, for her plants were the only thing she liked, and cared they were the only thing who were with her all her life.

She ran her hand softly above the plant, and it came back to life like nothing happened, but never in her dreams she thought that the little girl would see her doing it. But to her surprise she didn't get shocked. Instead she looked at her, silently her black eyes filled with curiosity but not surprise.

She was the only one to find out her secret, the secret she was hiding. But that little girl never told anyone but instead she started to visit her frequently and before she could realize they got really close, and she was like a daughter to her.