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I stroke his dick up and down as I kiss on his neck and grope and squeeze my tits. I lay on top of him and take off his pants while taking off mine. He moans and moves softly with every touch and kiss. I can feel his heartbeat against mine as I rub my chest on him. I jerk him up and down until he's nice and hard in my hand. I open my legs and position him under me.This is it! This is my moment! This way, I can give Zen a piece of me forever.

I slowly and gently start to try to slide down onto him but as soon as I try to move my hips, the tip starts to stretch me out and it hurts like hell so I come up again. I knew losing my virginity would hurt, but not this fucking much. Jeez. But I have to. I have to. I position myself over him again and go even slower. It hurts the more I go down as I can feel him stretch me out completely. I go down to the base of him and have to stop for a second because of the pain. This hurts, baby. But I'm glad I'm your first time too. Small amounts of pleasure start to register and I can't help but to smile.

Fuck what me and Elizabeth did two years ago, that whore is out of the picture forever, he's mine he's mine he's mine he's mine he's mine HES MINE ALL MINE ONLY MINE NO ONE ELSES BUT MINE ZEN CONNECT WITH ME THIS ONE TIME. I NEED YOU INSIDE ME JUST THIS ONE TIME. FILL ME UP WHILE I MOAN IN YOUR EAR. Please please please I want more, I move my hips up and down while kissing his mouth slowly, the pain subsides and soon after, I only experience pleasure. I pull his chest to mine and grind against him. Please Zen more more more my head starts getting light and dizzy my body weak in this moment I want you more than ever cum inside me fill me up rub against me i don't care just cum. 5 mins of my grinding and riding him and I can feel him start to orgasm and release into me. The feeling is so good that I can't help but to tighten up and orgasm with him. Maybe we should've used a condom. Orgasm slowly goes away but my craving comes back and I keep riding him.

True Euphoria

All the sacrifice and torment I went through, all the fighting all the cold nights of just watching but it seems that it has turned IM IN CHARGE NO ONE ELSE YOUR ROOMS ARE CRUMBLING WATCH IN AGONY AS I GET MY HAPPY ENDING I AM ME I AM XENA NO ONE CAN TAKE THAT FROM ME YOUR ROOM WILL FALL THE SPOTLIGHT IS FOREVER MINE SPLITTING HEADACHE AND SPILLED BLOOD CRACKED SKULL AND DYING FLOWERS I AM STRONGER I AM BETTER I WILL GET WHAT I WANT BECAUSE I FOUGHT FOR IT ONLY THING THAT MATTERS IS ZEN AND I EVERYONE ELSE ARE ANTS LIVING IN TWO GIANTS WORLD I WILL REMAIN A GIANT I I I I I I I will always win

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