dream of the past

I had a dream about my past life last night before I turned into a devil

appearance changing technique I'm trying to do a kid I want I went and started say hello to everyone we talked for a bit we played a few games dairy the scenery in the area was unimaginable beautiful but a group of people under attack on them little girl stood up and started killing them what war I felt like I was a kid again you know the little girl try to command me I went up there and started killing them fast enough I could have let tham all get killed I slayed the boss of the the enemys I went to my bedroom little girl try to reprimand me for not following orders I tried to explain I'm not not as strong as what you think I am but she didn't listen I.she comes in and talks to me about today'sudden attacks it happens almost every day I was wondering how can this happen almost everyday luckily I killed the leader I thought in my head she lays down beside me I see her as a little sister

so we go to sleep a wake up she's not in the room instead I instead sounds of crushing metal just in time to see them get killed one by one I got something to say that was too slow I managed to save one but she needs a doctor I'd go go ahead and start killing my way through enemy flanks I made it out to a doctor the doctor couldn't save her though and this is as I flipped and swore to become a devil and resurrector her and tham I don't know how many enemies hard to kill in my life I don't know how many hardships are defense I don't know how many people are trying to save but failed how many wars are won I think at the cost of people dear to me even though I know this happens I still can't help but shed tears every now and then just thinking about that tragic days and try not to think about it most of the time but it's almost impossible and so sometimes I just think about it like tonight but I do now that one guy who struck me down at the end I would have succeeded and brought them back to life my wife even went with that man he was probably with him for a few years planning this would happen I will get my revenge kill my enemies and revive the little girls was seen as my sisters just thinking about that time I cancel my skin crawl i bone-chilling anger I wake up wishing I could have traveled back in time to save them all no, I think about it put my right hand man I should be the one behind the scenes of that event in my past then kills me when I'm going to break through and revive them him and my traitorous ex-wife I would definitely kill them and use them as a sacrifice to bring the little girls back life which are seen as my little sisters I go home thoughts behind me after a few more days my resolve is a lot more than what I go home and talk to my mother now and tell her about my past but I make sure that you say God domain around the building so what I say don't get out in the open and she don't get targeted