Wonderland - Pt. 1

⚠️ Warning ⚠️ This includes suicidal thoughts and actions. If you're uncomfortable stop reading.

"Cut after cut. Pill after pill. Why isn't anything working!? It must be karma. I forced them to drive to the beach and now they can never see it. It's all my fault. All my stupid fault. " Kristina said to herself, curled up to a ball sobbing. It's been a week since the accident and it's all she thinks about. She dropped out of school and quit her part time job to avoid the toxic people who will take advantage of her.

Kristina looks at the ceiling with a weak smiling. "Don't worry mom. The whole family will be united once again. I know it. " More tears come out her eyes. Her eyes slowly close as she plops on the ground asleep.

A small light coming our from the corner of her blinds waking her up. She calls out for my parents to see if it's all just a dream. Silence is all she gets back.

She stands up opening her and another door to enter her little sister's room. She cries seeing her little sister's mess she left with pictures of the family on the wall collecting dust.

"I'm sorry Krystal. I'm sorry." She falls on her knees and covers her face. She didn't want her deceased sister to feel sorry for her.

She uncover her eyes to see her sister standing in front of her with a sad smile. Kristina wipes her tears to get a clearer look but then she vanished. Krystal was already gone. Kristina looks around only seeing dust in the air.

"Enough is enough. It's time to end this crap." Kristina says walking out of the house looking like a mess.

She decided to walk to Saigon river. It was around 2 miles from her house and the river. Her plan was to jump in the river and drown or die from walking and watch her feet start bleeding.

She arrived at the river tired and weak. She could barely stand but forced herself to. She looks up to the sky and gave a small smile before taking her last breath.

She let the current drag her away as she slowly close her eyes allowing death to her.

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This take places in Vietnam since I'm Vietnamese but never been there.... Honestly I mixed America and Vietnam in the story... I'm so dumb. I feel like giving this story 3 parts, just because I want to.