Wonderland- Pt. 2

⚠️ Warning ⚠️ This includes suicidal thoughts and actions. If you're uncomfortable stop reading.

Kristina slowly opened her eyes being welcomed with a bright light. "Heaven?" She says weakly.

"No, even worst, a hospital." An unknown voice says. Kristina looks to her side to see a boy reading a book around her age, maybe a bit older.

"Who the hell are you? Why am I in a hospital? And what happened?" She asked adding rage to her voice.

"Too much questions at once," He says closing his book," I'm Kevin and I saved you from drowning. I took you to the hospital to save your life. Your welcome."

She glares at him. "I don't want your help. You should've let me drown. I don't want to be here. I just want to die!" She yells out the last part causing the doctors outside the room to enter.

"Oh, Miss. Kristina Nhuy you're awake. You've been unconscious for around 7 hours and this kind gentleman, aka my son, waited by your side the whole time. You should thank him." A doctor says as she walks towards Kristina. Kristina shakes her head and tries to stand up but fails. "Miss. Kristina, you've hit your head on a rock giving you a concussion and bruised both ribs and legs due to the current slamming your body on rocks. It's best if you lay down."

"She doesn't care. She wants to die." Kevin says watching Kristina's every move. The doctor smacks him on the head causing him to be in pain. "She's not the only one with a concussion." Kevin says rubbing the back of his head.

"Be quiet, Kevin. Suicide isn't a joke. You should know better." His mom says. Kevin lowers his head to avoid eye contact. "You'll be staying at the hospital for around 2 weeks, Miss. Kristina. We know about your family so we're taking the responsibility to take good care of you. And for a bonus, Kevin will stay here for entertainment. Since it's summer and Kevin doesn't have much friends, this will keep him away from home."

Kristina nods and lies down. She knows she can't escape without anyone knowing. The fact that Kevin will be there most of the day lowers her chance of escaping successfully.

"You kids have great fun. Remember to play nice, especially you Kevin." The doctor walks out of the room leaving them in complete silence.

Kevin looks at Kristina with a blank expression. "I know what happened to your family. It's all over the news. What I do want to know is why you're trying to end your life?"

Kristina looks down and starts to fidget with her hands. She didn't want to tell a complete stranger her life story.

"I can help you with it. I've dealt with many things so I might give you a solution. After all, I have to stay here so it's best if I help." He leans back on his chair while crossing his arms.

"I felt ashamed.... I felt guilty... I didn't want to live with the guilt for losing my family for my wants. I couldn't bare living a day without my family anymore. After all they did, this is what happens to them." She says still looking down, silently crying.

"Bad reason. I've heard of better reasons. Try fixing yours and maybe I'll let you free." Kevin says. He was trying to keep his emotions in and keep a stone cold face.

"THERE'S NO BETTER REASON! You could never feel the guilt I have been feeling!" Katrina yells at him. Her eyes were getting swollen. Kevin raised his eyebrow. "You wanna bet?" He leans forwards to get a closer look of Katrina's determined face. He let out a chuckle and leans back. "Imagine a 12 year old boy who had a best friend and an older brother. All three of them were close, the best friend was practically family. The family didn't have a dad. He left years ago for a gold digger, leaving the mother to take care of her kids. One day the best friend got into a car accident, just like you. He was majorly hurt but the moment he entered the hospital, he died. His last words were 'I can't handle the pain no more'. Pretty sad, right? His parents couldn't handle living in the same city of the death and left. The two brothers were left with each other. The older brother took the death as a burden. He blamed the driver and himself for not being there for his best friend. He didn't die with depression but with a burden. He wanted to let the best friend have someone to talk to and lean on so he did what was "necessary". He killed himself. Everyday he would fake a smile and pretend to be fine when he was really hiding the pain. He hanged himself to a tree near the best friend's grave. What a ballsy move. He left his mother and his younger brother behind. 3 years later the younger brother has took the death to stop suicidal people before they make the same mistake his brother made. Leaving behind the people who care about them. Cheesy, right? Two important deaths on the same year. You had it harder. You lost three important people in the same day, leaving yourself alone. They all die on accident, but unlike mine, one killed themself. So it's 50 50 for both of us." Kevin says still looking unbothered. It was obviously Kevin took the deaths as a lesson and wasn't emotionally attached to it for long.

Kristina looks at Kevin. "You're so strong. How can you act like they don't matter?" she asked him.

"They do matter, but I can't stay attracted to them. I have a life to live, I can't spend it crying."

Kristina nods. She understood Kevin. She understands his pain and his thoughts, she just can't act the same as he is. Unbothered.

Days later and Kristina took the time to get to know Kevin. She didn't want him to be alone and emotionless. She wanted to brighten his day for atleast a second.

The day she left the hospital she knew what she wanted to do.

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Note! Suicide isn't a joke so keep the thought away. If you're planning to call the number. Idk the number since no one asked me about it so yea. But hopefully this part opened some eyes and you keep this as a mental note. Suicide is a no no. Anyways I hope you enjoyed. I've spent some good sleeping time to write this so your welcome.

-KittylovXOXO-