February 14, 2021: Blather

For the first time in her life of being an escort, Syn was finding it difficult to accept that her client was married. 

As a rule, the lady disallowed herself to be immersed in her relationships, might it be with a client or everybody else. Even with the friends that she considered to be her closest, it never left her mind that they had other people to prioritize. She refused to put herself on a pedestal by thinking that someone had her as a priority. If she did, she would only be hurting herself. 

The rejection from her very own father was too much of a heartache, and the thought of suffering from the same pain was her greatest fear. She could care less if the world viewed her as unsympathetic and insincere. 

This was the sole way that she could use to protect herself. 

Her only form of being selfish so to speak.