Love pains

Chapter 32: Love Pains

Third's Person point of view

"So what happent to the both of you?" Gillian asked while watering the pains and Natty sigh as she remember what Zaizen told him.

"He said that I am too clingy to be with him all the way. He is over reacting! I just ask why he didn't text me and he just told that I am annoying" she said and she harshly cut the rose that suppose to deliever today.

Gillian suddenly remember when Zaizen bought a bouquet of flowers. Zaizen told her to stay quiet about it and she really shut her mouth.

"Gillian be honest, did Zaizen brought

some flowers here?" Natty asked Gillian, she stop cutting when Natty asked her.

Gillian gupled and she can't lie to her. I mean she is doing this because it may affect their relationship but this is the right thing to do.

"Yes but believe he just told me that I won't let you know about this" Gillian that made Natty nodded her head.

She finished her shift and she walk to the street. She is about to passed by the street when a familiar car stop in front of her.

The car window slowly go down as she widen her eyes when an elegant woman welcome her.

She slowly take off her glasses and smile at Natty. Natty bow to her and she put her hand behind her.

"Get inside" she said and Natty quickly go to the other side.

Her driver are taking them to the park where one could saw them. She saw Natty got tensed when she saw her.

"How are you?" she asked and Natty gulped.

"I'm fine" Natty answered and she massage her fingers. She smirk as she gave her a folder containing a bunch of photos of Zaizen and Stacy.

"W-what is this?" Natty asked and Mrs. Nakamoto, Zaizen's mother evil mother to be exact.

"Seems like I don't need to seperate the both of you" Mrs. Nakamoto said while smirking at her.

"What did you have to do that?" Natty said and her eyes start to water. Natty don't know what to do.

"I didn't do anything, anyway your tuition fee is already paid. Have a good day" she said and Natty go out witha heavy heart.

"Oh god is this a punishment?" Natty said while walking back to her home. She is holding the folder tightly as she her tears fall down in her face.

She is thinking if she is going to confront Zaizen about this matter or stay dense until Zaizen broke up with her.

She really in love with him and she can't let go of their relationship. Natty known for being a tough and strong independent woman.

But deep inside she is just fragile girl who is trying to be strong. Honestly she is not born in a silver spoon in her mouth, she is just a girl who is working hard to be better.

Better in life and be better of herself. Growing up in a broken family and a mother who is suffering from a breast cancer. She only have herself to sustain the hospital bills, school of her younger brother and also for herself.

Aside from the part time in the flower shop, sometimes she is working on the grocery store as a cashier. And she is careful not to get caught by someone who knew her in the academy.

There is a time that Jenrick almost caught her but she is surprised that Director Maximillian recognize her.

"Ms. Natalia can I talk to you?" Director Maximilian said and Natty look back at him.

Director Maximillian lead her to his office. He get a folder in his cabinet and give it to Natty who is confused why Director Maximillian called her.

"Hi, I just knew about your information. I didn't know that your mother is suffering from a cancer and I hope you consider this scholarship" he explained and he give Natty the folder containing the in formation about the scholarship.

"But I am receiving a scholarship from Mrs. Nakamoto-"

"I just talk to her and she said that the scholarship is just for your high school education. Not included the college" he said and Natty clenched her fist.

"Don't worry this scholarship is for any university you choose and can you accept the student working to increase your book allowance" he said but Natty declined it, she is already working at the flower shop and she is afraid that she can't look for her mother and brother at the hospital.

"She is stable" the doctor said as Natty sigh in relief when she heared that her mother is fine.

She got a heart attack earlier because of the caffine she consumed earlier when Natty goes down to buy some food.

She is not only diagnosed with breast cancer also with the problem of the heart that Natty worry a lot.

"How are you?" Natty asked her mother who is pouting and she shook her head.

"Can you let me die?" she said that made Natty's heart broke for the many times already.

"Do you think that I will do this for you juust to let you die? Mom I know that we can't hold on you forever but please fight until you can" Natty said and she broke down.

"If you keep receiving money from your father then let me die. I don't need his money" she said and Natty furrowed her eyebrows.

So this is what her mother is upset? That she is receiving money from her father. Yes it's true that she is receiving a money from her father that she need his help even though it's hurt her pride.

Eversince that day Natty told her father that he will shut up his mouth and don't visit her mother and brag about the money he spend on her treatment.

"What? Is she not grateful that I can sustain her life? Tell to your stupid mother that I CAN!" he said that made Natty angry.

She stand up and she slap her father cheeks that made him shook. Her father felt something in his heart that hurt him.

Her daugther slap him.

"Do you really care for us? Or you just being jerk and almighty" she said and her father come back to his sense.

Eversince he marry another woman but in the end she left with and left his one son. He gulped as he hold his daugther's hand.

"I'm sorry" he said

"I'm sorry your face" she said and left him there crying. Shethought that her father stop sustaining her mother hospital bills but he is still on it.

'I'm such a terrible father, let me do this as my responsible on your mother' he write a note in the basket of fruits sent by them.Her mother let him pay for the bills and focus on recovering but her condition is not getting better but for worse.

Natty stop dreaming and she sit in the bench. She wipe her tears and she flinched when someone sit beside her.

She is shook to see Rich holding a plastic of snacks. She is rare to have a moment or time with him because he is quiet and conserve.

"You're crying, here some lollipop to make you smile. The sweetness of it can make you smile" he said while smiling that made her smile too.

She get it in his hand and open it to taste the sweetness. The moment she put the lollipop in her mouth. The sweetness crawl to her tongue down to her thoart.

"Me and Catherine always eat this when we are sad but I guess she stop because it is childish" he said while smiling remembering his childhood exprience.

"You and Catherine are always together. Do you two think about being a couple?" Natty asked and Rich look at her.

"Well we are about to but someone stop us from what we are about to build. But it's okay we are too young to think of it" Rich said and Natty look at him serious.

"What do you mean?"

"You know that love pains and we are too young to exprience. But somehow it is beneficial to us since we can exprience about what love pain is" he said while glancing at her.

Rich knows what's going on before he met Natty, he saw Zaizen with Stacy. He looks like he neede to talk to his new buddy.

"Listen, we don't need to suffer what we don't need to be suffer. Just go with the flow and we don't know if he is the one for you or she is the one for me. Well we are just young and we still have years to learn about love" he said

"But you exprience the love pain and take it as a lesson" he said with a smile before he excuse himslef to go home because he need to eat his snack with his family.

"Love pains"