Coerced ****Chapter Eleven

My heart raced, the sight of an officer made me nervous. We opened the bedroom door to a fuckin disaster and I knew why that bitch had just boldly driven in the house. The kids were screaming. Twan ran out the room holding up his pants, shirtless...I had limped out right behind him. "WHY U COME HERE WITH THIS BULLSHIT SABRINA!" He yelled at the bitch. She cried, the air bag had knocked the bitch's brains loose. The blood streamed from her nose, and her eyes were turning black. "LOOK AT MY MAMA HOUSE BITCH!" The spit flew from his mouth like an angry dog...

He paced, "BITCH IM HAVIN YO ASS LOCKED UP!" He was dialing 911.

"U not finna lay up over here with no bitch Twan! Keep thinking I'm somebody to play with! And I just wanna let u know, HE AIN'T SHIT!"

I was about to kick her ass with my good foot, he grabbed me. I was the peaceful type, and had no interest in drama, what had I stumbled up on was all I could think about. "Please Twan! I'm on probation! OK I'm sorry!"

"Sorry?! Bitch u done lost yo mind! When Mama come back she gone kill all of us!" He decided not to proceed with the call and hung up."

"BITCH ITS OVER! LEAVE....NOW!"

"What about the kids Twan? U CAN'T DO THAT!"

"WATCH ME!" He was furious! The tears was streaming down her face. "GET OUT, NOW BITCH!"

"How I'm suppose to..."

"LEAVE MY FUCKIN KIDS! U NEED TO BE IN A NUT HOUSE!"

He hadn't seen shit, I thought to myself.

I couldn't help but watch his sexy body, he was so fuckin mad I felt sorry for him.

"U SHOWING OUT IN FRONT OF THIS BITCH TWAN? I TELL U WHAT, U BETTER NOT BE SEEN ON THE STREET, MY BROTHER GONE FUCK U UP!"

The tears were now pouring down her chest.

"I'M NOT LEAVING MY KIDS WITH U!"

"IMA GET EM ANYWAY, U GOING TO JAIL!"

The girls sat in their car seats screaming to the top of their lungs.

"I CANT BELIEVE U DID ME LIKE THIS! I HATE U!"

"She sat in the car and tried to put it in reverse. There was debris everywhere...the living room was completely destroyed. Twan fought back tears, I could tell he was upset. I didn't know what to do and it was almost midnight. At that point I wanted him so bad but was not about to subject myself to that drama. He had a real problem on his hands.

He walked to the room, and got his shirt.

"Come on," he said. "Ima leave that bitch sitting right there." He tried to open the rear passenger door embrace his daughters, they called for him."

He told them he would be back and blew them kisses.

She just looked at him...she was hurt. I wondered if I would have felt any different than I had 30 minutes earlier if we...

I knew Twan was worried but it hadn't seemed like he was worried about the car half way through the house. It was something else. He had hesitated, he had wanted to call the police but thought twice. I believed she knew he wouldn't. We stared at each other as he talked to the kids. I felt uncomfortable leaving with her man but I couldn't stay. I just wanted to get to Redd, and the house being destroyed was my excuse to leave. I appreciated everything but it was time to go.

"I need my stuff."

"U can get it later, come on." he said. Someone else had called the police, they were pulling up as we were going outside through the back door."

"FUCK! He said before turning around with the bag he had brought out with him."

"TWAN! How's it goin? Another mad one huh?" (Laughter) The officer said when he came back out jokingly but he was definitely on point.

I stood dumbfounded with no drawers on, just sweats. My foot ached as I tried to hold my balance. "Where's Pam," he asked.

"With her boyfriend." He answered.

"Well we cant move it for insurance purposes, call ya mama and tell her to stay with him. She's gone be pissed!" The dumb bitch had exited the car on the passenger side to talk to the police, she gave her explanation...something had rolled under the brake. He hadn't wanted her to go to jail. They gave her a sobriety test and it was determined an accident. Someone picked her up. Pam came raising hell right before we left. She broke down and cried, it looked like a tornado had destroyed her home. "I DONE TOLD U BOUT FUCKING WITH THESE CRAZY BITCHES! I'M ABOUT TO FIND THAT...!"

Twan retrieved his bag and gave his mama some money. He then kissed her on the cheek and told me to come on... again. I was so sad, I just wanted peace. What the fuck had I done by coming here. We got in his impala, he rolled his blunt and we left. I didn't have anything with me. He pulled to a room about 30 minutes and two blunts later. "This is home I guess."

I needed a new bandage, I had begun to worry...I needed some pain medication, bad and I didn't have an appetite, it didn't matter how much I smoked. I had fought the urge to smoke a cigarette when I was first released but my willpower was crumbling, I wanted one. The depression was coming on strong. We sat in the car after he paid for the room, he finally convinced me to get out. I felt so helpless. I knew I would have a seizure, I hadn't had any medicine since I left the prison. Redd had caused all of this, it had been a domino effect of shit that transpired from his actions. I could not let Twan interfere with the retribution he had coming. I had planned to leave after he fell asleep. I appreciated him but I knew I would never be happy. I could not allow him to get close to me, I hated it had went as far as it had. He was definitely one sexy 29 year old and he made me wish to be normal. We went inside. He turned on the flat screen tv and sat on the bed. Something was really bothering him. "Sit down," he said. I sat and he leaned and tried to kiss me, I pushed him away. He could tell I was shaken, I hadn't said too much. "Ill order pizza if that's cool...we don't have to leave. I'm glad u came."

His phone rang, he indicated it was his brother and ignored the call. He leaned forward, removed my right shoe and the unwrapped my left foot. It ached. "There's probably still glass in it," he said. "U gotta go to the hospital or u will lose your foot." I could see he was getting hard just sitting beside me. My emotions were in a frenzy. He got up and walked into the bathroom, I heard the water come on. I knew then it would be a while before I saw Redd, I wanted revenge so bad. He had destroyed me. I had put my heart in his hands to repair the damage Daddy had done. I knew I could not feel again.