Sabrina****Chapter Ten

They treated me good but I felt I was overstaying my welcome. My foot was yet fucked up, it had started to get infected. I had not wanted to go to the hospital and have them tell me I was HIV positive. The test had been negative 3 1/2 years ago but they said it could remain undetected for a period of time. I prepared to leave, it was almost time for Redd's release and I was only about 2 1/2 miles from the prison. I planned to be waiting for my man like a good bitch would at midnight.

I had gotten real close to Pam, she insisted on me dropping the Miss and abbreviating the Pamela, she was almost the mother I never had, except u couldn't tell her shit. My mama on the other hand was brainwashed. She had raised 3 boys and 2 girls by herself born within 15 years of each other and I have yet to figure out why she thought she was a single mother, they were all by the same man, he was present at least 15 years. However, Twan had picked the most ignant bitch he came across. From day one we didn't see eye to eye, as a matter of fact that tangled- eyed bitch had a problem with me upon sight. I guess she thought I had fucked Twan, it had never been a discussion. I wouldn't fuck me neither, I had been so musty that night and I'm sure he hadn't forgot. Also his mama had gave me the worst case of gas with them damn cabbage at 4 a.m. I probably had popped a few while he was wiping tears from my eyes. I had seen him a few times though...I figured he was sneaking over.

She came in scoping, not knowing I was 6 short of a dozen and got cussed the fuck out, with all due respect. I began to gather my belongings and hated I had buried my baby in the backyard, I was on my way to dig it up...I had told Twan everything, it was his suggestion. I even told him about Redd. He remembered the case, he remembered me and thought I was prettier smaller.

Pam insisted as she previously had that I stayed.

Maybe I was wrong, I tried to be right as much as I could. Killa told me that. I hadn't understood why the most righteous one appeared as a demon. He never told me anything wrong, it was he who told me to read the Bible and every scripture he told me to read I had smoked in my mind. How mysterious.

Why I had intimidated her I wondered. Was she insecure? I was sure she had been more attractive before the twins. She had him by the nuts, but he was a brother I hadn't had. Brotherless women seem to be a target for the niggas with hips.

I laid in the bed and was creating an ICloud account for the Iphone Pam had given me, she was a real freak. I saw the pictures and said something, she responded..."Hell, they are only dicks! Keep em! This one is Mar..."

I agreed but deleted.

I heard his music bumping against the window as he backed in the driveway, I was glad he had stopped by I hadn't seen him in three days. I had looked like a different person, only I had a bandaged foot still. I heard the door open. Why had he parked like he was staying for a while?

His music still played and he had opened his trunk. I could hear him going back and forth to the car. I setup the ICloud account and continued to lay in bed. The door was ajar, he pushed it open and came inside the room with cologne cans and bottles, hats and shoes. I assumed he was storing some things because I was leaving. I only had a couple hours. Pam had agreed to take me to pick Redd up and take us where we needed to go. I had braided hair and made money so I would buy a room. I greeted him and asked him was he moving in jokingly, he responded, "Ill be right back."

I could smell him when he opened the door, the kush and cologne had combined and the draft had sent the aroma into the room...I loved his smell.

He returned with the hardly smoked blunt. I had vowed not to smoke with him again, but he insisted. Every time I would mention leaving he would change the subject, suggest Hulu or try to feed me. I kept refusing. I noticed how he took off his shoes with his opposite feet. He rolled another blunt and started playing music from his phone. It hadn't looked like he was leaving anytime soon and I wondered if Pam had put him up to trying to make me stay. I had smoked the first blunt, I was high already so I refused the second one. He kept insisting I smoked, "I just want u to relax..."

I asked him why he had come.

He said, "Because she told me to. She said go be with the bitch at your Mama's house...so I packed my shit.

But he knew I was leaving. He tried to convince me to stay and I tried to explain to him there was something I needed to do. As I sat with my back against the headboard he grabbed me by the neck of my shirt, leaned back pulled me down toward him and stuck his tongue in my mouth. He grabbed the back of my head and held it with his fingers in my hair and kissed me. He wouldn't stop. I stopped resisting, I couldn't resist anymore, his kisses were sending fire through my body, I had never felt that. He climbed in the bed and straddled my lap on his knees and began to kiss my neck, I could feel my foot throbbing as I balled my toes. He bit my hard nipples through my shirt and bra I could see his dick laying on his leg. My idle hand tried not to rub it, but I was getting so wet...my breathing became labored, he was holding me by my chin and whispering with his lips against my ear, I didn't know what he was saying, I could only make out the word, "leave".

He smelled so good. He pulled his Tshirt over his head and threw it on the floor. The lifelike tattoos across his chest stared at me, as I wondered if I was fucking up Martin's dream. I heard the car door slam, and the time between the door and the angry bitch twisting the knob was only a couple seconds, it indicated she had damn near ran to the door. The bitch was hot as a two shooter. I knew his mama would eventually let her in. She ran back and forth from the front door to the back beating. Had Pam not been home? How so...she would take me to the prison in a short while. His phone vibrated in his basketball shorts as he took them off. I became disturbed, I was far from scared but I analyzed the scenario. I held my pants around the waist as he tried to slide them off.

"Come on Baby, what u doing? he asked."

"Someone is at the door," I said and he still didn't stop.

He had an erection, not like before the visitor but he was still hard. He lifted my shirt and bit my nipples again. He then reached behind me and tried to unfasten my bra with one hand. I leaned back to prevent him from doing so. It was like he had turned into a maniac, I could feel someone beside the window. "Give it to me Hazel," he whispered and pulled down his shorts and boxers. He opened my fingers and put them around his dick and held back his head. I hesitantly began to stroke it, then I went faster as he stiffened. That's when he found my clit with his thumb through my sweats, it sent me over the top and he could tell. He started to suck on my neck and nibble on my earlobe, I grabbed his left hand slid down and put it in my waistband for him to feel how wet I was. I stroked him faster, his pulse was rapid and steady. "Let me have it," he said with his lips against my ear again. He pulled at my sweats on one side trying to slide them from underneath me. I was so wet but I hadn't seen him with any protection. I instantly started to resist. "Why Baby? he kept asking. I reached over my head and grabbed the top of the headboard he was still trying to pull my pants off on one side....over the hurt foot. "No please, not that one..." I said. He laughed. He moved back up toward the head of the bed, ungripped my fingers and flipped me over. He held me around my waist, slid the other side of my pants down to my knees and laid down on my back, I could feel him rubbing his dick between my cheeks by my pussy. "Let me in," he said. I was so wet, his dick was now trying to slide in my pussy and it was so tight...he moaned and kissed my shoulder blades while he pressed his dick between my cheeks trying to squeeze inside with his hand. I sucked on my bottom lip. I finally moved up on my knees and gaped my legs open, he yet held me around my waist. I felt his dick when it finally filled me up, I came as the sweet pain ripped through my back and the Charger drove through the front room.