Did I really believe I was so different to you?

Now that I think about it,

I am thankful that you let me be alone when I was suffering,

Cause if you had reached out to me then,

Im sure I would have slowly left you,

Because you cannot tell a blind person to let go of it's guide dog when it was the only thing they could rely on,

and clouded by my attachment.,

With no place to escape

The only place that I foolishly called home

I walked, and walked, and I know now, that I would've died from exhaustion if I had submitted any longer to such torment.

and how stupid I was

To think I was an exception

To all the manipulative tendencies you had,

And no matter how empty I felt without you,

I will never regret leaving you,

And I hope that me leaving caused you some sort of pain,

Even if it was the smallest amount of discomfort.