I never thought that I’d be in this predicament again, yet here I am.

I look at my phone for hours on end,

Trying to write out my thoughts,

But I can't because the moment I think of a line,

it just doesn't feel right at all,

I really am trying,

Yet I can't find the words to express my feelings

and as suffocating as it may be,

there's nothing I can do,

Because I truly believe that my distractions have worked a little too well,

And now I'm stuck between a fantasy where I'm craving for a change,

And a reality where I want nothing more than to hide away,

Cause I really don't know any other way to call for help,

And the only method I have,

Has slowly,

But surely,

Destroyed me.