Memories are cruel,
They force me to remember what I've always wanted to forget,
And it isn't fair.
Being the helper has its limits,
I've reached mine long ago,
I turned into something I do not know,
So is anything I've done up until now,
Really mine?
I wanted you to be here,
To help me through things,
But you weren't,
But I still forgave you,
and I still don't know why I had settled for less.