Jeon Jungkook

I'm preparing myself for the upcoming boxing competition tomorrow. I'm confident that I will win but I can't help but feel nervous. Argh I need to stop overthinking though!

"Young master, your mother is looking for you", our trusted butler entered my room. He's the only one who can do that since he's close to my family but if other people will barge in my room without knocking, I'll beat the fuck outta him.

Speaking of beating, I remembered Jimin. It's been three months since that happen and I somehow feel guilty. I know I'm hot headed but I didn't imagine that I'll kill someone. But as what Namjoon told us, it's for the best, we might be in danger if we let him out of our sight, he knows too much about us. It's not that we don't trust him at all, it's just we are scared to waste our golden names.

"Yeah, I'll come down.", I looked at myself on my full body mirror, I look so damn fine. I fixed my neck tie first before leaving my room and went to my mother.

I passed by some of our maids in the corridor and they bowed as I walk pass them. Our house is so big that sometimes it makes me so lazy to even go down. But since I'm a boxer, I need to exercise and I sometimes make this as my practice area.

I saw my mother sipping her tea while looking at the papers on the table. I slowly approached her and it seems that she can feel my presence approaching her.

"Jeon Jungkook after your competition tomorrow, we'll have a dinner with your grannies okay?", is this the only thing she'll say? She could've just texted me! I nodded at her and turned my back.

"Don't you forget that! You know we can't make your grandpa mad, I don't want to lessen the days of my beautiful life!", yeah I know, me too. Grandpa is so scary when he's mad.

"Yes mom!", I went back to my room and throw my body on the cozy large bed of mine. I just want to lay down all day! But tomorrow's the championship, I should practice- but I've practiced enough! Overdoing it will put me in bad condition! Argh, I'll just call my trainer then.

"Yow Jay! Are you ready for tomorrow?", I asked with so much enthusiasm to the guy on the other end of the call.

"Yes sir, everything's prepared."

"Good. How about the package I ordered?"

"It's also prepared sir, as of now you can just take a rest. We'll surely win tomorrow"

I laughed mentally and ended the call. Of course I will win! I'm Jeon Jungkook anyway!

...

"We can clearly see how many small jabs Jungkook gave but it seems like it affects Woonbi so much!", everyone in the arena cheered and I can already feel myself holding the championship belt! This guy is a whimp!

"Two left jabs! A right hook everyone! And for Jungkook's finishing move! His left uppercut! AAAAANNNNDDD-"

The referee looked at Woonbi and signalled the judges! Fuck yeah I won! I knew it!

"WE HAVE A NEW CHAMPION! JEON JUNGKOOOOOOK!"

I raised my hands and showed them that the winner is me! The loud cheers from the crowd is just as loud as my heart beat!

"YEEEEEESSSS!!!", the crowd screamed louder as I shout at them. This is the best day of my life!

...

I put on my suit as I step off my car. We are here in Jin's restaurant and I'm looking forward to their sweet talks to me. Oh god I'm so happy.

I entered the restaurant with a smile planted on my face. I immediately saw my family and walked to them proud. I exchanged cheek kisses with my grandma and a handshake with grandpa. I took my sit and we ordered our foods.

It was quiet as usual but at least, I'm happy. I am the youngest champion and I plan on taking the world championship too. I was cut off with my happy thoughts when grandpa talked.

"So I heard you are the champion now Jungkook.", he said without even looking at me. He's still looking at his food and busy munching it.

"Yes grandpa, I won the championship today", I said while looking at him trying to compress my happiness.

"That's good then. How about you Jungri? I heard you're still acting."

"Yes dad, I'm still acting and I'm getting a movie soon.", mom really likes to act and even with her old age, entertainment companies are still trying to get ahold of her for her good acting skills and good looks.

Our dinner has ended in usual silent moment and bid our goodbyes. As of now I really want to stay on my bed and sleep the whole week.

When I arrived in my room, I threw my suit and removed my shirt. I laid on the soft mattress that feels so good. Without even a few more minutes, I fell asleep.

...

"Young master, your mom is calling you and you should go this instant"

"Hmmm" argh it's so early!

"Young master-"

"Yes yes! Just give me 30 minutes more"

"No young master, your mom told me to wake you up and meet her this instant."

"But it's still so earl-"

"She's mad"

Wait what? How can she be mad? Argh my head still hurts and now I have to face my angry mom! I crawled out of the bed and follow this butler!

"What is it mom? It's still so early, can I just rest?"

"WHAT REST YOU FUCKING STUPID MORON!?", I was surprised when she shouted. What did I do?

"Mom why are you shouting at me?"

"Check the fucking news!", with furrowed eyebrows on my forehead, I opened our tv and-

"The youngest champion Jeon Jungkook has been reported using illegal drugs to boost his physique and help him improve. He uses anabolic steroids which stimulates growth in many types of tissue, especially in bone and muscles. This drug is prohibited and judges are making their decision if they will strip off his Championship Belt. Han Yi An reporting, good day!"

W-what? H-how? How is this possible??

"Is this true Jeon Jungkook?"

"I-I... I..."

"IS THIS TRUE JEON JUNGKOOK!!! ANSWER ME!", my tears began falling as I feel too much and I can't handle it. How can this happen? Nobody knew about this except the seven- maybe it's one of them!

"JEON JUNGKOOK!"

"Y-Yes mom... it's... it's true I'm sorry..", I felt a hard slap on my left cheek but it doesn't hurt as my as my heart does.

"YOU FUCKING IDIOT! DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW THIS STUPIDITY OF YOURS WILL AFFECT MY NAME?! OUR FAMILY NAME?! GET OUT OF MY SIGHT YOU FUCKING MORON!"

I left her there.. I can't believe that this will come out. I trusted them, how can they betray me? I took my car out and went to our place. I fucking need to know who did this to me.

I stormed out of my car and saw them there sitting comfortably. Huh, they are just chilling here while I'm suffering like this?!

"WHO THE FUCK FROM YOU LET MY FUCKING SECRET OUT?!"

"Calm your arse down Jungkook, we're trying to figure out who let this out.", what? How can Namjoon say this right now!

"What do you mean you're trying to figure this out? No one else knew this aside from the seven of us!"

"I told you calm the fuck down! No one from us spilled it!"

"THEN WHO?!"

"I SWEAR TO GOD JEON FUCKING JUNGKOOK IF YOU DON'T CALM DOWN I'LL THROW YOU OUT!", FUCKING ASSHOLES!

"I DON'T CARE YOU FUCKING BETRAYERS! FUCKING ASSHOLES! DICKHEAD!"

I left them there and make my way home- is it even my home now? My mom is basically throwing me out! I-I.. I don't know what to do anymore! Fucking fuck this! I was bothered by this fucking phone inside my car. I pulled over and read a message from my grandpa.

"Don't let yourself be seen and I am so disappointed! Don't you ever show your face to me!"

Why is this happening to me? I'm losing my mind! Literally! G-Grandpa.. I'm.. I'm scared.. what should I do now?

I heard another message and it's from an unknown sender...

"Because you lift and left me"

What the fuck?

I was surprised when my phone rung. I almost dropped my phone because of this stupid caller!

"Who the fuck are you?"

"I will keep quiet

You won't even know I'm here

You won't suspect a thing

You won't see me in the mirror

But I crept into your heart

You can't make me disappear

Til I make you"

"WHAT?"

"I made myself at home

In the cobwebs and the lies

I'm learning all your tricks

I can hurt you from inside

I made myself a promise

You would never see me cry

Til I make you

You'll never know what hit you

Won't see me closing in

I'm gonna make you suffer

This hell you put me in

I'm underneath your skin

The devil within"

Fuck

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