I'LL WAIT, BUT...

Roxanne paced back and forth in front of her room. Felix is ​​off work today. So, that guy's at home all day. Usually, she wouldn't be like this. Like people are confused to the point of not doing anything. It's all because of Felix.

Felix's casual words last night actually kept Roxanne awake all night. In fact, she woke up late and ended up not making any breakfast for herself and Felix. Well, at least he could make his own breakfast this morning.

"Ah, what should I ask him?"

Roxanne is still weighing the appropriate interrogative sentences to ask when she meets Felix. Regarding what Felix said last night.

"Come on, brain, think!" Roxanne grumbled, tapping her head with both hands.

Finally, having made up her mind, she decided to go downstairs and meet Felix who was watching television. With slow steps, she descended the stairs even though her heart was racing.

Felix is ​​actually focused on watching news shows on television. However, as Roxanne descended the stairs like a lurking person, his eyes caught Roxanne every now and then. Felix wonders what is wrong with Roxanne's strange behavior today. Felix turns off the show he's watching. Making Roxanne a little surprised because Felix is ​​looking directly at her with his crossed arms.

"Looks like you have something to tell me?"

Right guess. Roxanne's heart is getting more and more agitated. However, she tried to calm her heartbeat again so that he didn't get a wrong sentence.

Felix squinted his eyes. "What is wrong with you?"

Roxanne doesn't answer. However, she approached Felix and sat down beside him, leaning over her body so she could see the man.

"Um, actually.… there's something..... i.... want to ask... you." Roxanne looked down.

"All right. And what is it?" Felix also leaned over so he could see this woman clearly.

Roxanne steadyed herself to look up and look at Felix. Felix raises his eyebrows as if to signal what Roxanne would like to ask him.

"It's about.… About… last night."

"Last night? Say it clearly so I can understand what you mean, honey." said Felix with a smile.

Roxanne closed her eyes. Then, she took a few soft breaths, before finally telling Felix what she wanted to say.

"You said you've prepared… hmm… a wedding?" After all, Roxanne was still a little hesitant when she said it.

Felix immediately understood what Roxanne was saying. Thus, he just smiled and waited for Roxanne to speak more clearly. He rested his chin on one hand which was on the head of the sofa.

"I was thinking, are you really serious about that? It's not that I meant to be overly confident, but you know, we'd only known for about a few days at that time. Then, you told my family that you intended to propose to me. God, I was very surprised at that time. You casually say you love me and want to propose to me. You, you confuse me with all this. I thought why is it so easy for you to express feelings like that to me, to your family, to my family, and even you already intend to continue to ladder of marriage. I, I really doubt you. I doubt if you are serious about all this."

Roxanne seemed to be aware of what had just come out of her mouth. She said it smoothly and got excited for a few seconds. Makes Felix just keep trying to understand what Roxanne said. Roxanne grimaced before finally ending what she was saying. Felix himself only smiled.

"So, you've been thinking about that all this time?" asked Felix casually. Roxanne nods her head slowly.

"Hm, how can I explain it, huh. My feelings for you won't be easy to explain with just a sentence."

Roxanne feels blushed. However, she hit Felix's arm lightly. "Felix, be serious." She said.

Felix chuckled. "I'm serious." Then looked at Roxanne with a serious look. "I'm serious about everything. Marriage, I am serious. I seriously want to propose to you. Don't you realize how much I love you?"

This time, Roxanne felt her heart sink when she heard Felix talk about her feelings. There was a hint of sadness from the way Felix put it. Roxanne just looked down. Felix sighed. Then, he puts on his knot smile again, tugging Roxanne's chin up to stare at him.

"I beg you, xyxy. I'm very serious with you. If you can't reply to my feelings, I'm fine. It won't be a problem because I'll be waiting for you. At least, get rid of your doubts with me. I want you to believe in me. I want you to see me. I really mean it. That's all. " Pleaded Felix.

Roxanne's heart sank when she heard Felix say that. Without compromise, Roxanne has tears in her eyes. She felt guilty for Felix. Supposedly, she could know the seriousness of the man. She should have believed it right away. It's not like this.

"Hey, why are you crying?" Felix cupped his hands on Roxanne's face. Roxanne keeps shedding tears while shaking her head. He was speechless. Until finally, Felix rubs Roxanne's face to wipe Roxanne's tears.

"Never mind, don't cry, OK. I can't see you crying like this."

Roxanne can't stop her tears from flowing. Without realizing it, Roxanne gave Felix a hug. Roxanne wanted to be in Felix's embrace right now. Felix was shocked for a moment. However, then he smiled and let Roxanne cry in his arms.

"All right, all right. Cry if you want." Felix hugs Roxanne back. He used his right hand to gently stroke the top of Roxanne's head to her loose hair. He did several times. He used his left hand to pat Roxanne's back to make her feel calm.

Before long, Roxanne loosens her arms. She felt a little calm, then rubbed her nose a few times making Felix chuckle with amusement. "You're runny." felix chuckles which Roxanne ignores.

Roxanne raises her head and looks at Felix. Felix thinks Roxanne is about to cast a few sentences of annoyance. However, the woman was silent. Before finally smiling sweetly.

"I'm sorry, Felix."

Felix doesn't understand why Roxanne even apologized to him. Instead, he wanted to apologize for begging Roxanne like that.

"What for?" Felix asks as he pulls Roxanne back in his arms. Now, Felix is ​​leaning back on the sofa with Roxanne's head which she rested on Felix's shoulder.

"Everything."

"Sssshh, I told you nothing was wrong, okay?"

Roxanne shifts her head a little so she can stare at Felix. Then, she smiled and nodded her head. The smile was transmitted to Felix, who then pinched Roxanne's nose in exasperation. "You're so cute."

Roxanne just laughed lowly. Even at times like this, she still blushed at times just because of what Felix said. How annoying.

"I want to read a book first." Roxanne shuffled herself away from Felix and was about to stand up.

However, before Roxanne got up, Felix already grabbed her arm and made herself hit Felix's chest. Both legs are just above Felix's thighs. Felix smirks while Roxanne only feels her heartbeat getting more and more chaotic. Felix brings his head closer to Roxanne.

"After this."

The last sentence Felix uttered before he could finally reach Roxanne's lips which became his addiction. Roxanne is no longer surprised because she always knows what Felix is ​​going to do with that naughty grin. Everything happened so fast, but not as long as they were kissing each other's lips, even Roxanne admired herself for being able to accept the touch Felix gave her. In her heart, she could only hope that her feelings would grow as fast as possible for Felix.

At first, the kiss was just a soft kiss before Roxanne's hand that went up and gently stroked Felix's nape. Make Felix's passion even more lifted. Felix tugged on Roxanne's nape even more to deepen the kiss.

Slowly, one of Felix's hand pressed against Roxanne's hip and rubbed her softly. Then, he gently pushes Roxanne's body so that the woman lies under him. Without releasing the links of their lips, Felix's hand slid inside Roxanne's shirt and gently rubbed her flat stomach.

Roxanne's left hand dropped to touch Felix's strong looking arm and rubbed it lightly. Making Felix even more incessant crush Roxanne's lips. He was already carried away in the passionate moss. Until he let Felix's wild tongue enter into Roxanne's oral cavity. Even now, Roxanne's two legs are already hugging Felix's waist as if asking Felix to get closer together.

Felix seemed to wake up from what he was doing and pulled his lips, smiling. The two of them were still catching their breaths.

"I know," said Felix, smiling. Roxanne returns her smile.

Felix kissed Roxanne's forehead for a long time. Roxanne just hugs the man affectionately. When Felix breaks the kiss, he looks at Roxanne.

"I'll always be waiting for you. But, don't make me wait too long, deal?"

Felix points out his pinky finger as a sign so Roxanne can grab that little finger so he agrees to her request. Roxanne replies with her pinky finger then they laugh together.

Again, in Roxanne's heart, she was always praying a prayer so that she wouldn't make this man wait too long. Yes, that is the promise at this time.