TRULY MADLY DEEPLY IN LOVE

Felix took his second glass. He was at the club with his friends. As usual, nothing has changed. Except, Felix himself.

"What's the problem again?" asked Arthur trying to get Felix to talk.

"This is the second time already. Is this the same problem?" Said Dennis who sat beside him. Felix also turned his head to Dennis. He snorted.

"I think you can guess for yourself." said Felix and took his third glass of whiskey.

Justin looked sadly at his friend. He thought, it must be a matter of romance again. Felix looks like a weak man when it comes to Roxanne's troubles like this. Justin shook his head, sullenly.

"Ed, you better get your girlfriend out." Arthur seemed to be giving orders that Edric seemed to have done right now. Without asking Edric, the woman friend left by itself. Edric sighed before finally focusing on Felix.

"Dude, you can't be like this. You shouldn't have to go to the club like this. Just tell us your problem." Edric said.

Felix put down his white glass. "Roxanne. That woman. You know how much I love her, ah, no, you don't know," Felix laughed bitterly as he said it. "Only God and I know how much I want that woman to always be by my side. To have full trust in me. In order to repay my feelings." He continued.

Even his friends immediately understood what really happened. They mistakenly thought that Felix and Roxanne already had a special relationship. Arthur felt guilty about that. Dennis himself immediately tapped Felix on the shoulder.

"Before this, she never knew how much I was jealous of her because she was too close to my own brother. I felt stupid because I was jealous of my own brother. But, it can't be helped. I also don't want this goddamn jealousy. I just want her. My aurore. "

Felix paused for a moment. Inhale slowly. Then, exhale it.

"She, she said it herself to me earlier. If she had a chance to doubt me. Hah, I never even felt hesitant to love her. I'm being seious. I'm truly madly deeply in love with her. She can't believe me yet. I told her I was going to wait for her. But I don't want to wait too long myself myself. " Felix lowered his head, smiling bitterly as he recalled Roxanne's words.

"Be patient. She just needs a little more time." Said Dennis trying to calm Felix beside him.

"Yep. I know she actually likes you too." Edric smiled to say. He recalled his conversation with Roxanne.

"Like, huh?" Felix took a deep breath.

You said you would be waiting for her, right? You've done everything, Jullian. Be patient. She will definitely see all your struggles so far." Said Arthur.

Edric who sat next to Justin, gently nudged Justin's arm. "Hey, say something." he whispered to Justin.

Justin turned his head. "What should I say?" Justin asked.

"Gosh. Just don't stay quiet like that." Edric hissed. Justin sighed. "Fine."

"At least she's been honest with you. So at least we know she's going to try to trust you eventually." Justin said later.

His friends agreed with Justin's words. Felix felt a little relieved to hear the answers from all of his friends. At least, the load had reduced a little this time.

"You're drunk. Go home. We'll take you." Said Arthur. Felix just nodded in resignation and let Dennis and Justin help him up.

*

The clock on Roxanne's room wall was already showing midnight. However, she did not hear Felix's car or anything to signal the man coming home. Roxanne is a little worried because it's not usual for Felix to go away this long.

Roxanne leaned her back against the head of her bed and sighed in a huff. Finally, she got up and approached her bedroom window. Before long, she saw several cars - including a car belonging to Felix - which entered the courtyard of the house. Roxanne is relieved to see it. As it turned out, Felix was with his friends. Roxanne turned around before Felix got out of his car. She felt a little awkward because this morning. So, she decided to stay in the room alone. After all, Felix was with his friends and he must have headed straight to his own room. Roxanne decides to get back into her bed and lean back.

Felix went into his house after his friends left. When he entered, it turned out that all the lights had gone out. He went to the kitchen to drink mineral water from the refrigerator. After drinking it, he leaned his back against the refrigerator door. He knew that he shouldn't be like this anymore. Supposedly, he was looking for a calm other than in the club. Finally, he decided to go upstairs.

Felix paused for a moment. Felix doesn't know why these two legs stop in front of Roxanne's room. Felix pressed his forehead in front of the door to the room where Roxanne occupied it. His hand reached out to touch the door. Felix pulled back his forehead and tried his hand to open the doorknob of the room.

Klek.

As it turns out, Roxanne didn't lock her bedroom door. Felix entered the room which was only lit by a small lamp above the nightstand. He walked closer to the big bed, but he did not find Roxanne there. Felix circled his gaze trying to locate this woman. Who knows, because he was drunk he might have seen wrong.

Roxanne just got out of the bathroom. "Felix? What are you doing here?" Roxanne asked when she saw Felix in front of her.

Felix just smiled with his sad eyes.

"I miss you," said Felix with his signature hangover laugh. Felix also spreads his hands as if asking for a hug from Roxanne.

"Geez. Are you drunk again ?!" Roxanne slightly raised her voice when she noticed that Felix was already drunk.

"Nope. I'm still conscious."

Roxanne sighs. "Whatever you say, felix. But you already drink alcohol." Roxanne approaches Felix.

"STOP!" Suddenly Felix's exclamation made Roxanne stop walking with a confused face.

"You think it's because of who I am like this," said Felix who then hit his own chest. Roxanne is still confused until she continues her steps closer to Felix.

"Stop it, Felix. Come on, I'll walk you to your room." Roxanne hooked her arm around Felix's. However, Felix brushed it off hard.

"No. I want to be here."

"Okay. You're here. What do you want now?" Roxanne asked resignedly.

Instead of answering, Felix took off his jacket instead. Then, Felix also took off his black shirt. The confused Roxanne immediately fell into panic when she saw Felix take off all of her tops.

"Felix, what are you going to do !?"

Roxanne tries to stop Felix's hand which is about to lower her jeans.

"What? I just want to sleep. Here." Felix replied innocently while showing the bed as if it was his bed.

"You don't have to take off all your clothes."

"Oh? So why?" Felix squinted his eyes. Then, with a grin, he said again, "Are you afraid? Afraid to be tempted by me?" Felix teased as he drew closer to Roxanne.

"Wh-what? What am I -" Roxanne's words were cut off suddenly as Felix's hand grabbed Roxanne's waist and raised her body.

"Felix!"

Roxanne tries to rebel for Felix to take her down. However, his efforts were in vain.

"Felix, you're drunk."

"No, Xyxy. I'm not drunk."

Then, in one strength, Felix slammed Roxanne's body on her bed and crushed her.

"So you know how much I want you. How much I love you now and every day." Felix looks at Roxanne deeply.

Roxanne stares into Felix's wistful eyes who are staring at her as if he has pain in his eyes. Roxanne is speechless.

A few moments later, Felix's lips drew closer and pressed them against Roxanne's ripe lips. Makes Roxanne also close her eyes like Felix, and receive Felix's soft touch. She could also feel the traces of alcohol on Felix's lips.

One of Felix's hand slides into Roxanne's pajamas and pulls Roxanne's waist so that her body is closer. While the other hand he uses to support his body. Accepting the treatment, Roxanne is only able to moan between kisses. She enjoyed the touches she got from Felix's hand and his lips. Like a magnet, Felix was able to pull her closer and feel his passion build up. In fact, he didn't care if they were going to do it now.

Oh, my. Now, Roxanne understands how much Felix wants it. Not only for biological needs, but this man looked very frustrated by the way Felix crushed Roxanne's lips. Roxanne also assumed that Felix was drunk because of it. Again.

As his lips slid down towards Roxanne's neck, his hands also stroked the soft neck sensually. His hands are getting lower and lower, trying to unbutton Roxanne's pajama. Slowly but surely, Felix's movements are able to make Roxanne squirm like a hot worm.

Felix's suction on his neck makes Roxanne groan and make strange sounds in her ears. Until finally Roxanne just bit her lower lip so as not to make a sound like that again. Roxanne is only able to squeeze Felix's hair as the man continuously sucks the skin of Roxanne's neck and licks it like candy.

However, Felix suddenly stopped. Makes Roxanne open her eyelids slowly. Then, Roxanne feels Felix's regular breathing.

"Felix?" called Roxanne by stroking Felix's arm.

Felix fell asleep.

Gosh, Roxanne almost got out of control earlier. Finally, she tried to catch her breath and neutralize her thoughts. She sighed softly. Thinking hard how she would move Felix's heavy body from over her body. Slowly, both hands embraced Felix and shifted Felix's body to her side.

Unexpected thing, Felix seemed half-conscious so that the man smiled sweetly without even opening his eyes, then hugged Roxanne by burying his head in Roxanne's chest like a child who doesn't want to lose her mother. Roxanne is silent as she pursed her lips.

The worst thing is, Roxanne just realized that she hasn't buttoned her pajama again that Felix had opened until it fell off earlier.

How can be? Why does this kid sleep like this too.

Roxanne grumbled in her heart. However, she also couldn't do anything because this man had fallen asleep by hugging her waist tightly.

Roxanne gives in. Besides, drowsiness has also attacked. So, like it or not, Roxanne was also closed with Felix in her arms. Her right hand is on top of Felix's head, while her left hand is also hugging Felix. With this calm, Roxanne hopes that she will have sweet dreams in her sleep.