Chapter 17: Talking with Jin
Jonathan's P.O.V
It was time to go home as my own boat around. I looked around and see Raphtalia by my arms and she looked very happy when she slept and yes we did have sex but it was worth it. We made it official that we are dating and let me tell you, the my dads are gonna scream my ear off and Raphtalia's friends are gonna do the same. She then yawned and saw me and she blushed madly
'Typical' I sighed
"Morning, my love." I said as I pecked her head.
"M-m-morning." she stuttered
"You stuttering makes you look cute, you know?" I said and she blushed bright red.
"Come one, we don't wanna miss our boat." I said and got out of bed to and got dressed as I saw through the window as Jin and Yuna waited at the boat.
TIMESKIP TO 5 MINUTES LATER....
We sailed far away from Tsushima and now we're sailing to back home. I then looked down to my reflection on the sea as I examined my fingers and counted 12 fingers.
"Huh." I just said as I looked back at the water
"Careful, we don't want you to be overboard." A voice said and I looked to see Jin in his ghost armor.
"Oh greetings, Lord Sakai." I greeted him with a bow as he did the same
"Lord Nazfall." He said as we started a conversation.
"So what's happening?" Jin asked
"Nothing, I'm just feeling breezy."
"So it's true."
"What?"
"You are not from this place." I then stared at him and sighed
"Yah this isn't and this ain't my real voice either, I don't want to be british!" Jin then laughs as we sat down.
"So you and Yuna?" I asked as I pushed his arm playfully
"We're just friends for now."
"All I see are glares." I smiled evilly
"I know you may think that I am in love with her bu-"
"Oh stop with the samurai bullshit."
"What do you mean?"
"Look I know she's a thief and the one thing that's standing in front of your love to her is your code and YOUR NOT A SAMURAI FOR FUCK SAKE." I then got up and walked around.
"Look, you'll never be a samurai and no one's gonna accept you but everyone even in my land accepts you as a hero of tsushima and all of them praise you and so do I." I said as I pat his shoulder.
"You're right." he sighed
"So do you have a family?" he asked and I tensed up.
"Its ok if you-"
"My Mom, Dad, and Sister died the same day when I was 5." I said as I looked down to the wooden floor.
"I had to live on the streets all alone until my friend found me and took me in. And then when I was 13, There was a robbery and my friend's little brother died by my hands even though my friend said that it wasn't my fault but I still feel like it was like my fault." I then started to cry.
"Goddammit, Zard!" I mumbled
"Who is this Zard?" he asked
"He was a 16 year old Orge who was eager to fight for Tsushima and he even talked to your uncle." I then roll my hand to a fist.
"He. Sent. Them. All. Die." I angrily told him
"Where was his body?"
"At the cliff, his lifeless body just lay there." I then got up and went to the edge and shouted
"FUCK YOU LORD SHIMURA!!!!"
"Calm yourself, Lord Nazfall."
"Calm? HOW CAN I BE CALM WHEN HIS BLOOD IS ON MY FUCKING HANDS JIN, IT'S MY FAULT THAT HE AND THE REST OF MY KNIGHTS GODDAMN DIED!!" I shouted at him and sank to the floor crying.
Jin then walked to me and sat respectfully and put his hand on my shoulder.
"It really wasn't your fault, we couldn't know that the khan was going to be there. And YOur friends little brother isn't your fault too. You couldn't fight because you were afraid and this is different."
"What do you mean?"
"You didn't know."
"All I want was to make everyone happy and satisfied."
"You did make people happy with your terrible jokes and your charisma. You are a powerful Warrior that not one of the witch cultist would dare try to assassinate you."
"But why me?"
"Because maybe the gods wanted to give you the bright side of humanity and that we can show you how to love and make you believe in humanity again."
"I still don't get it. "
"We all make mistakes and we all fail but in the end, if we try hard enough, we will succeed." he said as I smiled by the thought of that.