Blast to the past IV

Jenna's pov

"So many years past being raped, I tell myself what happened is 'in the past This is only partly true. In too many ways, the past is still with me. The past is written on my body. I carry it every single day. The past sometimes feels like it might kill me. It is a very heavy burden ~This is my new mantra.

but one only thing I can comprehend is when a wise woman once said

"For this entire walk, my desire had ashamed me, as if my wanting to be kissed that night mitigated the fault of Junior's sudden deafness. I'd been given stacks of reasons to blame myself for an act of violence committed by another. I had blamed my flirting for his subsequent felony. My college taught me: my rape was my shame. Everyone I'd trusted asked only what I might have done to let it happen. In my gut, I'd always believed I'd caused it. I finally questioned it"

Life is gloomy.

Jace's pov

I want that Jena girl for myself.

I want her. I love her body.

everything about her. I want it.

I want to eat her. but sadly she isn't mine!

"Beta get the witch on the phone! now!"

"Yes alpha!"

you may be wondering what I did!

Immediately she found her mate I made him vanish and took his scent.

I did say I must have her at all costs.

I stare at her lips and we get entangled in a deep kiss.

I caress her body slowly.

She states into my eyes, her eyes are fiery and beautiful!

"Can we stop for a second?" she asks

"What?" I ask her hastily

"Your sent is different from the one earlier on!" she says.

so she's one of the omegas with distinctive sense of smell? nice.

"Does your wolf accept me?" I ask her

"No" she says

I pull her closer to me and rub my bulge across her clit.

"How about now?" I ask her.

"Yes she does!" she replies sheepishly

"Let's have sex!" I say to her

"Let's get to know each other first! let's do this later!"

"No I want you now!"

I pounce on her and tear her garments with my wolf strength!

she's mine!

I raped her

Her mantra became

"I'm afraid the story isn't finished happening. Sometimes I think there is no entirely true story I could tell. Because there are some things I just don't know, and other things I just can't say. Which is not a failure of memory but of language"

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I will elongate it soon!

sorry it's short, I am so sorry. it is currently 3:06am. gmt+1 sorry as I'm uploading —...—

no long authors note today. lmao