Blast to the past VI

Few hours after the incident

Jace tried so hard to control his anger but it was all in vain.

she became a ship wreck

all she could do was cry.

all she repeated daily was

"I loved you so long that I turned into something

I could not recognize.

By the time the ordeal was over I was no longer a girl but the shell of a shivering shipwreck left to rot among the rocks.

My senses had all been cast astray in the disaster, and, dressed in white waves, I had crawled my way back to shore.

I still do not know how I made it out of that wreckage. I only remember the voice from the depths assuring me I would survive, and I did.

and I am."

jace was shocked and broken that he could do such.

he let his wolf take over him and all he could do was cry.

his heart became cold.

why did he have to do this to her?

we all wonder but he did the same

eva coffee once said

I am haunted:

Not by poltergeist,

but by my unlived lives.

Parallel universes

won't ever speak,

they took an oath

to keep from me.

I have words and voices

humming in my head

that will never be met

outside of my bed.

I have to accept

I cannot have it all,

I have to accept

knowing nothing at all.

"Jace are you alright?" Jace's wolf asks him sorrowfully. if he hadn't taken over maybe mate would have stayed. Jace's wolf thought.

his beta female dawn once told him "Regretting the moments I took for granted,

Moments when I was eaten by pride and hatred.

What if I had told you what I feel?

Would it change my life's wheel?

I was so afraid to fall in love deeply,

For mending a broken heart will never be easy.

I have been rotting in that hell before,

And I don't want to be there anymore.

But why is my heart crying in pain?

Why do I feel that my life's turning so plain?

Should I have told you that I love you?

Should I have showed you that it's true?

They say some words are better left unsaid,

Emotions should be kept till they fade.

No, scratch all the cowardice and negativity,

Because saying what you feel is the real bravery.

So what if you won't love me back?

At least there will be no what if's in my mind.

But it's too late for me to realize this fact,

'Cause now you're gone and you'll never be mine."

the big alpha is in regret.

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I am sorry this chapter is so short

please forgive mee