CHAPTER 36

When Jungkook opened his eyes he found himself lying on a bed , he tried to move his hand but he felt that some one was holding his hand he turned to look and saw that his mother was holding his hand while sleeping .

Jungkook looked around the room and figured out that he was in a hospital , he saw Jisoo sitting on the sofa on the corner of the room her eyes were closed both his mother and Jisoo looked tired . When Jungkook looked at his mother's face again he noticed her cheeks were stained with tears , it was obvious that Jungkook's mother cried.

Jungkook suddenly remembered the reason why he was here at the hospital and panicked , he got worried about Taehyung and Jimin he tried to move and due to the movement his mother woke up.

Seeing her son awake Mr. Jeon cried with joy at the same time Jisoo also woke up and quickly went to call the doctor and then came to Jungkook.

"Taehyung Jimin" Jungkook asked

"they are fine koo" Jisoo said and Jungkook calmed down , suddenly the door opened and the doctor as well as Jungkook's brother came in . The doctor checked Jungkook and declared that everything was okay

"what happened " Jungkook asked

"you were in a car accident koo you were unconscious for two days , you had some minor cuts and a fractured arm nothing serious" Jungkook's brother explained .

"Taehyung and Jimin?"

"Taehyung also didn't get any serious injury he had concussion and a fractured wrist he is still sleeping "

"What about Jimin"

As soon as Jungkook asked about Jimin every one became quiet no on spoke , Jungkook became anxious "answer me hyung , what about him" Jungkook asked in a desperate voice

Jisoo and his mom tried to calm down Jungkook but he didn't listen

"Jimin suffered from some serious injuries , his head injury was the most dangerous the doctors were needed to perform the surgery to protect the brain from further damage currently Jimin is going under surgery" Jaehyun said

Jungkook became quiet again , he looked at Junghyun for a few minutes before turning to look away

'My Jimin is in danger and i couldn't do anything Jungkook thought to himself , at this time Jungkook felt so helpless that wished he was dead, sometimes his life really force him to think that why was he even born .

Nothing good happens wherever he goes , Jungkook suddenly felt that he was really useless and a mistake he shouldn't exist , he was a jinx

His biological mother died to protect him , Mr. and Mrs. Jeon's relationship became rocky because of him , his brothers marriage wont be smooth anymore ,The orphanage which is his favorite place nearly got destroyed because of him, Taehyung and Jimin went through depression because of him, and now Taehyung and Jimin nearly died because of him.

Suddenly Jungkook felt that he deserved all the hate he received in his life. He really was a mistake .

A tear slipped from Jungkook's smile but Jungkook's lips turned into a smile, a painful, bitter smile.

"Jungkook, bunny" Mr. Jeon called out to him but he didn't reply Jisoo and Jaehyun also tried calling him but he replied to no one .

It was like Jungkook became deaf , the tears continuously flowed from both of his eyes but his face had a smile

Mrs. Jeon burst into tears after watching her son like this , Mrs. Jeon remembered that Jungkook behaved like this when he was going through depression years ago , Never in her life she wants to see her son go through all that again

Jisoo also started crying , she couldn't take it anymore so she left the room , she had her own demons which were coming back to haunt her.

Jaehyun also remembered how his baby brother became a lifeless corpse back then , he can't see his brother like this , if he could then Jaehyun was ready all of Jungkook's misfortune . Even after trying to control so much a tear rolled down on Jaehyun's cheeks .

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This time when Jungkook opened his eyes , he noticed that he was lying on the same bed. But this time no one was holding his had he saw no on was in the room.

He slowly got up and went outside his room he walked with no sense of direction he just wanted to find Taehyung and Jimin's room , he walked towards the VIP room , he knew that Taehyung should be in one of these rooms .

He looked around and finally found Taehyung's room when he was about to move the door suddenly opened and two ladies came out one was crying while the other was trying to console the former . Jungkook instantly recognized the two ladies they were Jimin and Taehyung's mother .

As soon as the two ladies saw Jungkook their face became dark they also recognized Jungkook, the one who broke their son's heart and the one who was the reason why their sons were in this condition today. The two ladies looked at Jungkook with pure hatred. But Jungkook didn't noticed that he just wanted to meet Taehyung.

"i am here to meet Taehyung" Jungkook received a tight slap as soon as he said that , Jungkook didn't feel any pain , because he thought he deserved the slap.

"How dare you show your face here, you bastard aren't you satisfied already how much do you want our sons to suffer before you are satisfied" Taehyung's mother roared

"you are the reason they went through hell in high school, do you have any idea how much it pained my heart when my son had nightmares at night , when he lost his apetite or when he got insomnia do you how much it hurt me when i would see my son coming home with bruises and now he is in a surgery fighting for his life! and all of these sufferings because of a bastard like you" Jimin's mother said

"I will never allow my son to be with you, you don't deserve them , i will accept anyone whom our sons choose as long as its not you i should have stopped him as soon as he told me that you three were together again but i didn't because his happiness matters a lot to me , but now that i nearly lost my son i realized that his life is more important than this destructive love of yours " Taehyung's mother said "Jeon Jungkook leave right now you are not welcomed here, my son has Jimin and he will be happy with him both of them don't need you"

Jungkook didn't say anything he heard all the accusations quietly , after he thought that the two were done he again tried his luck "can i see him once just once please"

"I SAID NO NOW LEAVE" Jimin's mother said in rage then pushed Jungkook , Jungkook was quiet weak after the accident so he lost his balance and fell on the ground "you bring nothing but bad luck now i don't want my son to be anywhere near a jinx like you"

Without any further words Jungkook got up with quiet difficulty and then walked towards his room with tears flowing down his cheeks. Namjoon who was standing there watched the entire scene but didn't say anything.

"Jungkook where the hell were you" Jisoo came running to came "i got panicked when i saw that you weren't there when i came back from washroom" Jisoo then looked at his face "why are you crying koo what happened "

Jungkook looked at her and just shook his head and then walked towards his room. Jisoo followed him

He didn't chose to be born , he didn't chose to exist , he didn't wanted his mother to die , he never wanted to be with his father , he never asked his mother to fight with his father for his sake , he never asked Taehyung ang Jimin to fall in love with him they themselves chose to love him his mother herself decided to stand for Jungkook , he was not the one who caused the accidents , he was a victim too then why does every one treat him like a culprit.

oh yeah because he is a mistake , Jungkook smiled bitterly at the thought.

He is destined to receive hate and bring bad luck on others and cause trouble because he is a mistake .

When he came back to his room he told Jisoo to bring him a pen and a paper . Jisoo was confuse at first but didn't ask much.