V1 chapter 24

"Isn't she the most cutest baby in the world?" Fayra asked, Touching the new born baby with her weak body yet gentle touch.

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"What is the name of the baby milady? Have you decided what to name her?" The maids asked.

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"If you don't have any name's yet milady i actually have! I have so many names in my head!" The other maid said.

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The new born baby start to cry... fayra tried to sat so she can hold her baby. She just giggle knowing the reason why the baby start to cry.

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"I..I'm sorry milady.. i-i didn't mean to be so loud"

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"Haha...It's okay don't worry about it. Let's just low our voices..." She said and stared gently.

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"B..but my lady... have you decide what to name her?" Paisley asked holding both of her cold hands.

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"Yes..."

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"It's Atarah... Atarah ixchel demos bobeveron" She answer.

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"Woah! That's so beautiful!" The maid start complementing the baby's name. Fayra just start admiring her baby.

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Soon after. The sun goes down.

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"You came..." A gentle voice. Asking the man who just appeared from the balcony of the room.

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"Yeah..." he answer

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Baby atarah start to cry again...

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"What's up with that thing? What a bother..." He said while standing and just watching fayra calming the baby.

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"This is my angel... Atarah..."

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"Why do you want that thing to live? You choose that thing over your life?" He start to yell but fayra didn't bother about it. She just give him a sweet smile before looking away.

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"This child is my life... I love her that's why i choose her... I already experience to live but this small child not... That's why i give her a chance..."

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"In short you don't want to live anymore?"

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Fayra didn't answer, she just playing the hand of her baby. She can hear him sigh and found guilty.

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"What about the emperor? Did he know about the child?" his voice become more calm

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"Of course! After all she's his majesty one and only daughter! I'm sure he will love this child with all his heart"

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The man didn't feel at ease when fayra answer.

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"By the way... can i request you something?" Her voice start to get serious.

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"What is it?"

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"Can you take care of this child?"

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"What!? What do you mean!?"

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"I just want you to look after this child... While I'm not here anymore, can you take care her for me?"

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A big sigh came out before he answer

"Sure..."

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Fayra smile start to bright again. When she hear him.

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"Thank you"

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"By the way, does the emperor visit you?"

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"No."

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"What the! Why!? He's a father! how could that shit leave you alone in the dark?!"

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"It's okay... Maybe he's just busy today that's why he didn't came..." A hope in her voice.

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"Jeez... Seriously! This is giving me a headache..."

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"Haha you can rest now... i know you're tired."

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"Fine... Be safe, good night" He said before vanishing.

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'You too... good night... forever"

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"It's just the two of us now... atarah... my baby... i hope i can live more to be with you"

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"Your father is going to love you... He looks scary but he's actually kind... I promised that. "

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"You innocent little thing..." Playing with her little hands and a sweet smile in her face. The baby's laugh was the best thing fayra heard.

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"Should mama sing a song for you? Yes? Yes...Haha okay"

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"I can hear the flowers bloom~

I can watch a star form~

I can make my dreams come true~

Since we read your notes in the middle of the night~

Your sweet soul to keep me warm~

Lying together, sounds exciting~

A sweet romance, no poison~

Making me feel no pain~

Two of a kind, you and me~

My sweet baby~

You are everyday of my life~

Sweet, sweet little honey child~

Got a little bit of honey child~...."

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"So this is where've you been?" Eziprix appeared out of no where.

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The book from my face fall. I just realized that i have fallen asleep in the library.

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"Why are you here?" i asked

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Ah my head hurt's. What's up with that dream i can't even remember.

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I saw eziprix pick up the book that just fallen from my face.

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"How to control your magic?" He looks at me. Angry jerk.

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"Why? what's wrong about reading how to control a magic?" irritate

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"I've already explained to you. You can control your magic if you're not young anymore..."

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"I'm just reading it okay no need to be so serious about that...And what's wrong being advance?"

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"I don't trust you... and i know what is running inside that little head of yours..."

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Booo!!! Fine he gets me.

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He sat down next to me and stared at me.

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"What are you looking at?" I asked

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He didn't answer but he just flicked my forehead.

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"Hey! That was really hurt!" i shouted

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"Your magic and mana are overflowing...stop what are you thinking, that's dangerous for your life. Do you what to end your life again?"

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I look at him with a confused look on my face.

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Again? What does he mean by that?

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"No." my only answer.

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I grab eziprix hair and brush it with my hand.He don't mind me touching his hair. I thought he's going to bark again if i touch his hair but no. His attention was on the book. Until i think about my dream. What was that all about? The only thing I've remember is a lady. I don't know the rest.

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I'm trying to remember my dream when eziprix suddenly grab my cheeks facing me with his shook expression.

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"What?" I asked

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"What do you think your doing? I told you not to think about that!" He said

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"What?! What do you mean? I'm just trying to recall my dream? what's up with you?"

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"Even it's a dream stop thinking about it."

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"Why?"

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"If you continued to recall that dream, your mana and magic are going to overflow until it's reach your limit and face your death!" he explained.

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I felt shiver down to my spine.

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Why does i feel like everything i do, the death is always on my door.

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I stood up ang walk out.

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"Huh? Where are you going?" Eziprix asked. He came down and walk towards to me.

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"To papa...I'm going to see papa why?"

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"Again? But i want you to play with me instead of going to the emperor just to waste your time staring to his face" He yelled.

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What is this dude talking about? Do you want me to play hide and seek with you?

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I give him a disgust look before answering.

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"The heck are you talking about? we're not even playing...We're just reading and reading all over." I answered.

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"Don't you have a task?" I asked

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I start to walk again and this guys just grab my hair while walking. Dude stop.

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"I do...that's why i came here to rest.. yet your just going to leave me then" He said.

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"Why don't you rest the tower?"

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"Nah~ I don't wanna...those people are so loud"

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I didn't answer after that, We're just keep walking and walking.

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"Why don't we met the dog?"

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"Huh? Who's dog?"

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"Azriel the brat... You don't wanna?"

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Is he teasing me!?

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"W..Wait!! No--"

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But before i refuse he already flicked his fingers and transported out of no where.

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I open my eyes finding that we're hiding somewhere.

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"Where are we-" I asked yet eziprix cover my mouth.

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"Shh..."

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I look to what eziprix looking, and it's azriel and eileen sleeping together in the sofa.

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"Ahh..Jeez what a bad timing to visit the dog house"

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You don't really hate them don't you? To call them dog...is a bit...umm...

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He flick his fingers again.

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"Now now, I'm going back to the tower" he said and disappear.

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I didn't even have a chance to say bye.

I look around and found myself in front of papa's work room. Nice one ezi..

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I knock but i also open the door.

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"Papa?" I peek through the door.

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He didn't answer but already saw him.

So i run to his direction and hug him.

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"Greeting to princess atarah from duke visqor, your highness"

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Why i didn't notice him? I just give him a look.

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"You're dismissed Duke visqor" Papa said.

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"Yes your majesty" then he begun to walk out.

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Avius lift me up and put me down to his leg.

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"Daddy~" I said and kiss him to the cheeks.

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"What's wrong with you today?" He asked

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"Hmm~Nothing i just miss you already" I said with a sweet voice.

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This is the first time i see eileen's face..I feel really down seeing her even though she's just sleeping. She sure a lovely child.

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"If you said so... I'll asked the maid's to bring us our dinner" he said

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"Thank you papa!" and tightly hug him, he just pat my head.

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I'm going to be selfish for the first time. And wishing that avius didn't like eileen if duke visqor has a plan to introduce her to avius... My life is already in the edge of the cliff and one more push I'm down. I don't have anything to wish but just this one. I'd never been so selfish in my entire life. So let this wish work out!

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And Several Year's Later.