darltemp

Daniel life has always been sad and depressing but things start getting better when David, the popular rich kids notice him but when David starts developing new feelings for him he must accept himself as gay even when he has a homophobic uncle.

David on the other was finally able to come out as gay to his parents and got closer to Daniel but when the darkness falls and he almost loses him , he realizes he might just be in love. Will he be able to fix the broken and depressed Daniel?

Highest in:

1~Gay love

2~ Suicide

3~ Abuse

4~Romance

N/B:
Umm....this book is kinda completed but I'm editing it since it's like so horrible so dont be mad if some chapters are missing.

Thank you

Started: 10/13/20
Finished: 11/15/20

Shades of Blue(BoyxBoy)

      I felt so helpless and angry at the same time as I paced around the hospital ward thinking of why he would want to kill himself. I knew he had problems but he should have told me. He should have told me everything I would have helped.


      The room door opened and the doctor came in with a sad look on his face. I became more worried as he walked up to me. He was probably thinking of the right words to say because he didn't speak for a while. He then put a hand on my shoulder.


'I'm really sorry but he couldn't make it. It was too late when he was brought here', he patted my shoulder before walking away. No! it can't be. I walked into his room to see a nurse covering his face. 'Get away from him', I shouted at her and removed the cloth from his face. His skin was pale and his hair was messy. 


𝑊ℎ𝑦 𝑑𝑖𝑑 𝑖 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑙𝑜𝑜𝑠𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑚𝑎𝑘𝑒𝑠 𝑚𝑒 ℎ𝑎𝑝𝑝𝑦?


      I took his hand and held it sobbing and for a second spilt second I felt his hand squeeze mine. His eyes was still closed and he wasn't breathing. I must have been imagining things. I looked at him for a while and he started coughing then his eyes opened and he looked at me but didn't say anything. The guilt was clearly written on his face.


'Why did you do it?', I asked him calmly. 


'I'm sorry', he said not looking at me.


'Your sorry?', I laughed a little. 'Do you think sorry fixes everything. You tried to kill yourself did you think about how I would feel?'.


'I was in pain. Do you know how I feel? How difficult it is for me', he shouted as tears fell from his eyes. I wiped them from his facee and took his hands in mine making him look at me.


'I may not understand everything but let me help you. If you had died I don't know what I would have done. Your the best thing that ever happened to me and the thought of loosing you just breaks me'. I was crying as I told him this. He pulled me towards him bringing our lips together. 


'I love you', he whispered as if he was afraid to say it.


'I love you too', I said meaning it sincerely.


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