Chapter 12

Brian came in next. My heart sunk as i saw him. He gave me a hug and he looked like he hadn't slept in days.

"I am so glad your alive, i thought i lost you"

"Can you tell me what happened exactly"

"Wait how far back do you remember"

"Well there was a guy he got shot and then I got out somehow I ran and the man, huge man and I'm out, legit knocked out"

"Wow maybe you should right a novel great story telling skills"

"Well I'm sorry mrs.golden little pet I didn't realise I was in English class it was probably the hit" I joke around but he chuckles

"Well, i saw you hit the mans head with a rock and saw a man slap you with the gun i ran up to try save you but i knew i wasn't going to get there on time so i took the guy you knocked out gun and shot the guy who was nearly about to shoot you and carried you all the way here" he said all at once.

"That's alot to take in" i reply, he carried me all the way here how cute, he shot a man, he saved my life, he is always there when i need him, Diana! Snap out of it.

"Thank you" i said breaking the silents. He gives me another hug but when he lets go i give him a kiss, feeling his surprised face but he slowly started to kiss me back.

"Em.. I.. You.. Eh.. I should go" he said as he lets go nervously

"Wow is the famous Brian nervous"

"Hey, I still have feelings but getting close to you also means i may be dangerous" he said.

I came out the next two days, my friends came to visit me in the hospital but they didn't stay long but after Brian gave me flowers and stayed with me goofing around until visiting hours were over.

There was no one more perfect than him and i don't care how dangerous he was i still wanted to kiss him all day

When I got home my dad helped me with my stuff. As my mum headed to the kitchen to make some breakfast i helped her make some pancakes with my little sister. I didn't get to see her much cause she was too young so spending time with her was nice, I spent the day with my family treasuring every moment we had together.

As i entered my bed i saw Brian at the window.

"Oh jesus you scared the life out of me" i panicked

"Sorry"

"What do you want?"

"Rude"

"Sorry but really why are you at my window"

" i just wanted to make sure your safe"

"Did you give the drugs back"

"Yea but i fear that they are going to strike again since we killed two men"

"thanks for making me scared, but the other guys killed the other men, and they can blame themselves for the rock incident if he wasnt standing out there I wouldn't hit him" i reply, he jumps down without taking his eyes on me making me blush a little as i felt butterflies in my stomach as he gets closer.

"Are you nervous"

"NO" i responded hastily

He smiles as he stares into my eyes i stare back looking at his golden brown eyes, he holds me by the waist dragging me closer to him. And i leaned in for the kiss surprising him and me but we soon fell for it with the moment.

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"Diana" he said as laid down on the bed cuddling.

"Yea" i responded

"I want to teach you how to fight"

"Are you sure?"

"I put alot of thought into it" he says sitting up"and i won't always be there  to protect you but i love you and i don't want anything to hurt you"

My eyes widen as he said so, i was so alarmed and i felt my cheeks flaming.

"What's wrong"

"That's the first time you said you love me, first of all and you think of me, how sweet"

" your the only thing i think off to be honest, I can't seem to want you out of my head"

"Ok you can teach me how to fight but only if you stop doing drugs"

.

He glares at me "i can't do that, i need the money to survive"

"Then get a job or live with me"

"Your parents would never allow me to stay"

"You never asked"

"Look Diana its not gonna happen"

"Then get a job"

"I do have one and im good at it"

"Brian you are throwing your life away and risking others too, can't you just listen to me"

"I am listening but what your requesting for is highly impossible for me to do"

"But--" he interupts "No just let it go, its not going to happen"

The room was tense so i decided to just give up, it was quiet for a while.

#let it go, let it go, can't hold it back anymore, let it go, let it go turn away and slam the door because here i stand and....

I sing trying to change the scenery. But it made him a little angrier.

"Look im sorry, lighten up"

"I have to go" he responded

"Ok sure but its kinda cold out there, don't you want to wait til morning"

"the cold never bothered me any ways" i smile as he climbs out the window.