So after what happened with my ex i was kinda distant because that wasnt the first time i was assaulted and all the memories came flooding back. Well one day me amd my friends were in the gym and a friend made a joke about i open my legs for my brother and I about had a panic attack and almost started crying. My friends then noticed so i told them about what my brother did and they all felt sorry for me and hugged me and apologized which made me feel awkward. One of my friends also punched a brick wall and said she broke her hand so yeah. I use to have some cool friends