November 29,2018
12:32am
I know it's been awhile but I need someone to talk to and its not like I have any friends I trust near me so I'll tell you guys.
So my dad has been suicidal in the past and has done stupid stuff in the past. But today sucked.
My dad recently broke up with his girlfriend and moved back in with me my mom and brothers. He talked to his ex girlfriend today and ki da told her he missed her but she she she over his mood swings and the breaking up getting back thing. So he told my mom he didnt belong in the world and disappeared. Me, my mom, two of my aunts and their boyfriends and one of my cousins drove around looking for him thinking he did so.ething bad. Me my mom and cousin drove around the park near our house and one of my aunts meet us their. My cousin got out to check the bathrooms and saw him in the woods and told my mom and aunt(her mom, my dads sister). My mom and aunt chased after him and my cousin sat with me in the car as I cried. They lost him and went back to the cars. Then my brother called and said my dad just got home so we all went to my house. My dad was just sitting their acting like nothing happened. His sister was mad and started yelling g at him. He told her if she disnt leave he would and she just yelled some more. So he grabbed his dog and started to leave. She got in his way to stop him from leaving and he pushed her into our tv. She got back up and started punching him. My youngest brother trys to protect my dad (he knows nothing about what just happened he was asleep and wine up from the screaming) and wraps his arm around my aunts neck and starts pulling her away from my dad. My mom gets between them and my aunt tries to go after my dad and my mom stops her. He leaves then my aunt and cousin leaves. I go to my room in the basment and cry. This all happened about 11:40.
Well now my dad is back and is just acting like it's any other day and is just getting ready for bed.
That's my life.
Well Im gonna get some sleep. I have a quiz tomorrow in school.
Night