June 29, 2020

Today my dad woke us up at around 8am and we got up and got dressed. We were heading to Kentucky to see my grandpa. He had to go to the ER and they had to do and emergency surgery on him. They said he cancer spread ro his colon and their was a hole in his intestines. They had to remove a foot of his intestines. Today as i visited him i watch him wince in pain and have doctors give him all ki ds of medicine and take his blood. Ive visted him in the hospital before but this time just hit different because i havent seen that side pr it and i about started crying. I graduate in about 19 days and i dont know if hell be able to see it and i guess thats juat know sitting in. I just want him to see me walk across that stage. When i visit him i talk to him about my plans after school and what im gonna go to college for. Its nice just talking to him about that stuff. He tells me hes proud of me and i dont wanna lose him.