Graduation and etc.

Sorry its been awhile since we talked again. I had senior picnic and graduation that happened ive been applying to jobs who apparently magically stop hiring once i apply then i e been trying to figure out my collge situation and looking at apartments and cars. So on July 18 i officially graduated and walked across the stage and got my diploma and i have alot of mixed emotions about it. Then ive been trying to figure out what im gonna do know because i was gonna go to Indiana State but didn't get the tuition money in on time so ive been trying to apply top other schools like Ivy Tech but they don't have classes that could help with my career choice. So in this moment i don't know what I'm doing with my life.  I applied to a job but eveytime i call about my application and setting up an interview they hang up on me so idk