Trying something new

I wanna learn how to dance and pole dance and it sounds weird and if you know me you know it's an extreme change of who I am. But I watched a video of someone who was raped and she said the she started pole dancing and it helped her feel empowered and at home in her body and I feel like havent ever felt like that. When I first was assaulted I was young and started worrying about things I didn't think I had to worry about and always hid my body and hated the way i looked and im tired of feeling that way so I wanna try dancing and pole dancing and danci g in general to find a way to feel at home and powerful in my own body and also have a fun form of exercise. It sou fs stupid but I feel like it will help me finally feel comfortable in my body instead of hating it.