Hard to read

When Riela was saying about her, she told Bianca that she can't sleep in a new place alone.

Although Riela already forgot it, Bianca remembered everything she said. So after dinner, Bianca told Riela to sleep with her.

Riela didn't agree at first so Bianca used her begging look to conquer her. Later, Riela agreed thinking Bianca might be got afraid. She didn't know Bianca always slept alone.

The next morning,

after finishing breakfast Rie took the plates to wash.

Bianca thought about helping her but she is still a small girl so just stood beside her.

After completing all her works, Riela smiled, "Bian, I am going now. I will be back before the launch. Sorry, you will be alone.'' giving Bianca a warm hug.

Bianca nodded thinking she doesn't need to go anywhere after all she has a lot of books. So she hugged back, ''Don't worry Rrrie, learwwn well''

"Don't try to do anything. Play with your toys. If you be good, we will play in the afternoon. Ok, sweetie''

After many days later, someone is talking with her with a soft tone so she is kinda sad.

''Ok, ok. Don't worrweey. Um a big bby '' She gave a little smile "Bye-bye"

After Riela went out and lock the door, Bianca returned to her room.

Riela put some fruits and a glass of water on the tea table. She took a bite of a piece of apple and thought something.

After taking a small sip of water, she went to the library.

On the 1st rack shelf, there are many general knowledge books. Almost half of the books are general knowledge, society. And the other half is about basic books which are for the little kids.

Bianca felt happy thinking; she won't have trouble to teach Riela.

After then, she found some exercise books for writing. And the pen is not like a normal pen she saw in past. it is twice time thicker. She was afraid of ink because, in many ancient histories, they needed to make ink or use extra ink. But here ink is already like a normal pen, all the blessing of magic.

But it is still hard for her to hold the pen. When she tried to write A, the letter was not like A but was like X was cut by her. It was hard to hold by one hand so she held the pen with two hands. The paper was messy with a different type of drawing no one would be able to understand she wrote something.

After trying two-three times, she gave up writing those fudgy things.

After then, she decided to bring out a book to know more about this world. This book is the thinnest one here but in the real world, it would be equal to an "Encyclopedia" book.

It is actually because of the paper of the books. The papers are so rough and way too thick.

It was a little hard to pull out a book for Bianca. So when she tried to pull out 4 5 books also fall to the ground. While she needed to be sad because of falling books, she is so happy thinking she wouldn't need to come to shelves for the next 3 4 days.

She started to read the book. But the problem arose after a few moments.

Though she was reading, she couldn't understand anything. Because of her good memory, she already memorized what she read, but she doesn't understand what she is reading.

Though the language is in English, she feels like these are alien language. She read the first two pages four-five times, but she can't understand what she is reading. It is hard for her to concentrate.

She was thinking 'Is my brain full of cow dung? I know what they wrote, what are these but why these are going upper to my brain?'

She closed the book and opened it again. Same problem repeats.

She thought at least she could spend her time reading books, but now it is full double zero.

If you read books without understanding anything, you will only read; but you will lose the interest to read.

She knows it well.

In her past life, many students were like this. They studied before the exam without understanding anything, then vomited what they memorized in the exam and forgot afterward. Later, they blamed the subject saying these are not interested at all.

Some classmates also tried hard but it was hard for them to understand easily. They envied Yoonji because she was good at grasping every topic easily so she couldn't understand why everyone doesn't understand.

Now she can understand their feeling. Thinking those, she sighed again.

Her life is full of sighs. Thinking this, she sighed again.

She comforted herself saying, 'Maybe it is because I didn't read for a long time. So my brain rusted like iron. It is normal, I just need to read more try to understand line by line.'

She tried to understand one line first and it took more than one hour to understand only one little paragraph, where there was nothing important.

For the first time in both lives, she felt bored while reading. She turned off the book when the sun shined brightly because Riela would come in no time.

Then she hid those books behind the shelves. This took a lot of energy; she was breathing heavily.

When she heard the sound of the opening door, she quickly ran to her room and fall once. Thanks to the fluffy carpet, she didn't get any pain.

After calming down a little, she drank the water. And started eating apples like she did nothing.

After knocking on the door, Riela entered the room. "You are eating now! what did you do all morning?"

Riela knows if she says anything, Bianca will reply no matter what. She wants Bianca to be more open.

The maid said she talked all day in the past and ran around her mommy. Hearing these, she felt sad. She doesn't know why Bianca is like this, but she decided to make her happy.

"Playing toys, so" she spoke with a normal voice touching her nose. "Ok, now come to have lunch. After lunch, I will go to training again." Patting her head, she went out.

Bianca patted her chest, "ah" then she went to take lunch.

After lunch, Riela returned to her training and Bianca took nap.

In the afternoon, Riela returned. She took a bath because of her sweaty body. After then, she went to take a peek in Bianca's room, she is still sleeping.

Riela didn't wake Bianca up, just turned on the light, and returned to her room for rest.

Bianca works up in the evening and saw the moon already woke up.

She saw a bowl of soup beside her bed. It was still hot so she started to eat.

She knows Riela would be tired, so she didn't call her. Looking at the night sky, she was thinking about what she read in the morning.

She didn't saw when Riela came, so when Riela called her, she startled again. "what the… Oh, you Rrrie"

"What were you thinking? You didn't hear what I called."

"Ohh, I was watching the moon, counting starts" Bianca smiled patting her chest. 'It is good that Rie believes everything I say'

"Bianca, I forgot a lot of things that I learned last day" hearing this Bianca felt so happy. She comforted herself, 'if she could be like this in two days, it is normal for me not to concentrate. After all, I didn't read more than two years' she lowered her head and smiled with all her heart.

The first time she experienced this happiness, 'It doesn't matter. I am failed but my close mate is also like me too.'

She patted Riela's back with a smiley face "It is ok. You can do it."

"Yahh, I am. Oh, I saw your mom today. She looks ill. She called and asked me how you are."

Hearing this, Bianca stopped smiling. She doesn't know what she should feel. Should she feel happy because her mom asked about her or feel sad because she won't be able to see her mom anymore?

She gave a wary smile, "Ohh, what did you rrreply?"

"I said you are ok. You are so good. She told me to notify her every day about you."

Bianca paused for a while because she didn't think her mom or dad would still care like this.

Later she looked at the moon "It is good. In the future, just say I am good. Don't say anything that will make her worry.''

"Ok. Whatever you say." Riela didn't think that much but agreed.

Bianca changed the topic asking what she learned today.

So Riela forgot and started to chirping like a bird while Bianca was listening and smiling.