Impulses, Giving In to Them

In bed, Jinn laid awake next to Kai, watching him sleep, his long lashes grazing the top of his cheeks and his silent breaths, soft and rhythmically soothing. Letting out a heavy exhale, Jinn took one finger, gently pushing the stray hairs out of Kai's face. "Who could that have been that Kai was arguing with earlier and why hadn't Kai told him about it?", Jinn thought letting out another heavy exhale. After Jinn had finished his conversation in the kitchen with Saya, Jinn had a mind to come right upstairs and wake Kai up, but that would have been pointless since he was drowsy, not to mention he thought that they were past keeping things from each other, he wanted Kai to tell him, himself. Letting out a yawn, Jinn leaned over and turned off the lamp on the bedside table, deciding not to wreck his brain about it anymore. Although he would be lying to himself if he said he wasn't on edge, but he figured it made sense to give Kai some time to tell him what happened. Pulling the blanket further up on them both, Jinn kissed Kai on the forehead, laid down and closed his eyes,

The next morning Jinn opened his eyes as he felt a hand slip into his boxers. Raising the blanket up, Jinn lifted his head to see Kai between his legs.

"What are you doing up so early?", Jinn chuckled with a smirk on his face, his voice lethargic.

"…" With a smirk, Kai said nothing as he pulled Jinn's member out of his boxers. Staring at Jinn the whole time, Kai spat as he began to stroke it, Jinn's member growing hard rather quickly. Lowering his head, Kai swirled his tongue around the head of Jinn's length, causing Jinn to flinch. Letting out a heavy breath, Jinn bit his lip as he watched the man in between his legs, Kai slowly lowering his head further as his mouth slowly engulfed Jinn's whole member.

"Uhn." Jinn moaned softly, gasping at the same time, but careful not to be too loud as he continued to watch Kai who slowly bobbed his head up and down. They had to be careful with volume because Saya didn't usually leave for work this early. Swirling his tongue, Kai took Jinn to the back of his throat, stopping just before he gagged and coming back up again. Glancing up at Jinn for a moment who had the back of his hand covering his mouth, Kai smirked before going back down.

"Fuck.", Jinn cursed, he had forgotten what this was like, God did he miss it.

Coming out from under the blanket, Kai got on his knees, exposing himself and he was totally naked. Slowly removing Jinn's member from his mouth, Kai crawled on top of Jinn, sitting down at the top of his thighs. Grabbing himself and Jinn at the same time, Kai began to stroke them both simultaneously with one hand.

"Jinn.", Kai moaned softly.

"Mmm.", Jinn moaned as his eyes weren't sure if they wanted to stare at the hand stroking them both or the beautiful man sitting on top of him.

"I want you.", Kai moaned again, as the speed of his stroking hand increased, also rubbing his free hand on his neck and down his naked body.

Throwing his head back and closing his eyes for a mere second, Jinn continued to watch.

"Jinn I want you to fuck me, please?", Kai moaned a little louder and Jinn sat up, grabbing Kai by both of his arms, he couldn't take anymore.

"You're so fucking sexy." Jinn whispered in Kai's ear and right after aggressively kissing and sucking on Kai's lengthy neck.

"Hnn.", Kai moaned softly, throwing his head backward.

With one hand, Jinn had Kai still sitting on his lap, holding him by the lower back and with the other, he leaned over, reaching into the drawer to grab the lube he had brought just in case. Squeezing a generous amount into his fingers, Jinn leaned back a bit so that Kai's backside was exposed. For a moment, Jinn played with Kai's entrance, making sure it was ready to be entered when they were both ready.

"Mnn.", Kai moaned, closing his eyes and dropping his forehead in the nape of Jinn's neck.

"Kai, look at me babe.", Jinn whispered as he slid his hands all the way down Kai's back and placing them on Kai's backside, a hand on each cheek. Lifting his head, Kai slowly opened his pretty brown eyes, them both intense and his face red, blushing for more.

"Jinn.", Kai whined, dragging out his words coquettishly as he didn't want to wait anymore.

"Fuck.", Jinn whispered under his breath, why was he so fucking hot? Bringing his hands down further, Jinn gripped both of Kai's cheeks, lifting and pulling him forward a bit, adjusting him so that Jinn's rock-hard member could slide right in.

Without saying anything, the two stared intensely at one another, Kai biting his bottom lip as he felt Jinn's member right at his entrance.

"You have to tell me if I'm hurting you.", Jinn whispered, but before Kai could answer, Jinn brought him down, sliding himself in.

"Ahhn!", Kai whimpered loudly, and Jinn let go of one of Kai's cheeks, quickly bringing that hand to cover Kai's mouth instead.

"Shhh!", Jinn said with a smirk on his face, and Kai nodded, his face full of pleasure as well as a bit of pain, the fit was tight after not having sex for over a year. Letting go of Kai's mouth, Jinn placed his hands-on Kai's hips, lifting him up and down, as he slowly thrusted his own hips upward.

"Hnn.", Kai moaned, before dropping his head down. First placing a kiss on Jinn's neck, Kai began to nibble. Biting his own lip, Jinn began to quicken the speed of his hips.

"Mmm...mmn!", Kai softly moaned continuously as Jinn made sure he was going deep enough to hit his spot every time. When Jinn's member connected with his spot, Kai was in ecstasy, he had wanted this for so long, he couldn't think of anything else. The way Jinn liked to tease him, running his fingers through his hair, or grabbing him by the waist and pulling him close was more than he could deal with being turned on every day.

Adjusting himself, Jinn got up on his knees. Still holding onto Kai at the waist, he laid him backward, grabbing both of Kai's thighs and holding them in between his muscular arms. Leaning down slowly, Jinn placed a kiss on Kai's lips, kissing him once more before he began to thrust his hips again.

Letting out a gasp first, Kai began to moan, bringing his hands to his mouth to muffle the sound. Looking down at this beautiful man, Jinn only grew harder, leaning up he thrusted faster.

"Ahhn.", Kai moaned, still covering his mouth, but Jinn grabbed both his wrist roughly, bringing them up and pinning them above Kai's head. "I can't…I can't be quiet.", Kai moaned while he spoke at the same time, trying to pull his wrist away.

"Then don't.", Jinn whispered as he brought Kai's other wrist to his other hand, holding both wrist tightly within his fingers. Leaning up a bit, Jinn spit in his free hand, bringing his hand down and stroking Kai's rock-hard member.

"Oh shit... shit Daddy!" Kai whispered, letting out a moan right after. Looking Kai's in the eye, Jinn stroked his hand faster, Kai's breaths were shallow, and that was something he only did when he was going to cum soon. Releasing his grip from Kai's length, a smirk made its way onto Jinn's face.

"You're not allow to cum before me this time.", said Jinn as his smirk turned into a grin, he meant it when he said he would make Kai last longer.

Closing his eyes, Kai bit down hard on his bottom lip, the knot swirling in his lower abdomen was dying down, but it was still intense, not going away.

"Ahh fuck!", Jinn cursed as he began to thrust, his strides long and hard. He was making Kai wait, so the pleasure building his own lower abdomen would continued to build. "Hnn.", Jinn moaned, his tone raising several pitches, as he was about to come. With a few last thrusts, Jinn paused for a moment before continuing to thrust through his orgasm, grabbing Kai's member and stroking it quickly.

Letting out a gasp, Kai squeezed his eyes shut, as he was about to go over the edge. Pulling out, Jinn got down closer, spitting on his hand and Kai's member ensuring that it would remain slick enough to stroke while he kept that speed.

"I'm…I'm cu...", Kai began to moan loudly, but Jinn quickly leaned down, sticking his tongue into Kai's mouth, French kissing him so that he would be quiet. With quick shallow breaths at first, Kai took one last deep breath before holding it as he came, the vein in his forehead quite visible.

Feeling the warm liquid seeping onto his hand as he stroked Kai's length through the orgasm, Jinn took his tongue out of Kai's mouth, placing one last kiss, before he whispered into his ear with a smirk on his face, "breath babe."

"Mmm." Kai moaned, as he finally allowed himself to breath again. Licking his fingers, Jinn removed himself from between Kai's wide-open legs, laying on his side, with a smirk still on his face as he watched the man still breathing heavily come down from his high.

"Shit.", Kai said softly, placing a hand on his lower right side that he hadn't realized was aching until now.

Removing Kai's hand, Jinn took a quick look, before squeezing Kai's smaller hand in his own. "Does it hurt?", Jinn asked directing his attention back to Kai's face.

"A little.", Kai said softly, as he had finally caught his breath.

"Why didn't you say anything?", Jinn asked raising a brow.

"I mean you fucked me so good, I didn't notice.", Kai responded and the two of them busted out into laughter, but Jinn's alarm clock soon went off startling them both.

"See what you did? Now I have to go to work tired." Jinn complained.

"You'll be alright, you have me to come back to when you get off. Shit, I can't wait to go back to work, I'm getting sick of laying around all day. Oh! How about you bring me home things to do?", said Kai as he sat up excited.

"…" Shaking his head, Jinn got up, putting his boxers back on.

"So you're just gonna ignore me?" Kai asked with a smirk on his face.

"What kind of boyfriend would I be if I brought over work for you to do while you're on sick leave? Some might call me ridiculous."

"Oh, shut up, I'd be sitting around drawling all day.", Kai giggled.

"I'll think about it.", said Jinn as he leaned over to kiss Kai, grabbed his towel and made his way toward the bathroom.

***

At work, Jinn had worked hard all morning and was on his lunch break, Kai had been texting him frequently to remind him that he could help, but all Jinn did was roll his eyes and smirk. If it was one thing about Kai, his work ethic was like nothing Jinn had ever seen, he was not going to give up so easily, and that was one of the things Jinn loved about him.

As Jinn proceeded to respond, but a knock sounded on his door.

"Come in.", he said putting his phone down to see Brandon coming in. "What can I do for you Brandon?", said Jinn looking up and raising both brows, sort of annoyed that this kid was bothering him on his lunch break.

"Hey Mr. Wilkins, you have a visitor. They said that…"

"Can you tell them to wait, I'm on my lunch break.", Jinn responded, cutting Brandon off.

"Well, the thing is that he said that he knows you're on lunch, that's why he brought you food.", said Brandon awkwardly.

"Whatever just send him in.", said Jinn with irritation in his voice as he shook his head and Brandon nodded, closing the door behind him. There was only one person that would be coming through that door, only one other person besides Kai knew exactly when Jinn took his lunch break.

Coming back, Brandon opened the door and in walked Richard. Nodding, Brandon left out, closing the door behind him, leaving the two alone in the room with awkward silence and Richard felt it the strongest. Jinn was staring at him with that same unreadable expression on his handsome face and it was making him uncomfortable.

"Uh, it's been a while.", said Richard, sitting himself down across from Jinn and placing the bag of food on the table. "I had off today, figured you might want to save some money, so I brought you some lunch.", said Richard nervously staring down at his lap. Although Richard couldn't figure Jinn out just yet, Richard was anxious. The man hadn't said anything so he must know that he paid a visit to Kai's house.

Letting out a sigh, Jinn finally changed his expression to a more sympathetic look, closing his eyes momentarily. Although Jinn was rather annoyed with Richard, the poor guy was still just as cute as he was when they were together, always randomly popping up with food trying his best to impress him. "What are you doing here? You can't just show up at my job Rich.", said Jinn, internally thanking God that no one at the office knew he and Richard had dated for those past five months, he had purposely kept Richard from this part of his life.

Quickly glancing up, Richard was surprised that, that was the first thing that came out of Jinn's mouth, had Kai not told him what happened? Clearing his throat, Richard spoke, "I know and I'm sorry, I just wanted to see you.", said Richard letting out sigh.

"Rich, you don't get to just come and see me anymore, we're broken up. Besides, I gave you the chance to come and meet me one last time, but you never showed.", said Jinn, his brows now furrowed.

Lowering his head, Richard took a deep breath and let it out slowly. "I'm still in love with you Jinn!", Richard blurted out.

"Richard what we had meant something to me, but I don't feel that way for you.", Jinn responded, relaxing his face back to that same sympathetic expression.

"I don't believe you!" Richard shouted.

"Can you lower your voice? This is my place of work!", Jinn said firmly, his voice still moderately toned, but firm.

"I'm sorry Jinn, I just…I just can't stop thinking about you. I don't think that you gave me a fair shot, after all, you dated me while you were still in love with Kai. You've been ghost spending every night at his house, so I just wanted the chance to tell you in person!", said Richard.

Quickly raising his brows, Jinn's lips parted, how the hell did Richard know that it was Kai?

"Kai?", Jinn said calmly, not letting Richard know that he was a bit shaken.

"I…I mean…I mean. I'm sorry. I wanted to know who it was you were so in love with!", Richard said anxiously, suddenly standing.

"How the hell do you know about him?", Jinn said, anger present in his voice, and God was he trying hard to contain it.

"Jinn…I…I!", Richard stuttered.

"How the fuck do you know about Kai?!", Jinn raised his voice, no longer caring that he was at work.

"I…I…I.", Richard stuttered, terrified as all hell to answer Jinn's question, he could see how angry he was, and angry Jinn scared the living daylights out of him.

"Answer me!", Jinn said firmly, raising his voice again.

"I saw you two at the hospital last Thursday and I didn't meet you the other night so I could follow you to his house.", Richard blurted out, anxious and unable to think clearly.

"You what?!", Jinn yelled angrily, jumping up from his seat.

"I wanted to talk with him, so I followed you. I'm really sorry Jinn, it was a stupid impulsive decision!", Richard spoke again, tears in his eyes.

Roughly sitting back down, Jinn placed his head in his palms, hissing under his breath, he was about to lose his shit.