Chapter four
"Xavier...?"
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Xavier pov
⚠️ F slur, homophobia ⚠️
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"Yes..?"
"GET AWAY FROM ME!!" She shouted, earning the eyes of people passing by in the halls and earning the flash on phones cameras signalling people were recording or taking photos.
"Why..? Please talk to me." I whispered in a calming voice.
"NO! Leave me ALONE! YOU HOMO FREAK! JENNA TOLD ME!" She continued.
"News travels faster then the speed of fucking light" I spoke under my breath.
"I'm not gay. I'm bisexual." The amount of self control I had at that very moment. I was about to start losing my head.
"It's the same thing. You like guys. There were so many rumours of you sucking guys off in the locker room, they're most likely true. You're a faggot."
That's when I snapped.
"Okay so now I'm the fucking bad guy? I can't control who I love, but right now it's you. For the pass two years...Someone that I've loved, for the past TWO YEARS has been homophobic and even used a fucking SLUR!"
"...X-Xavier, I'm s-sorry it's just-"
I cut her off before she could get any farther.
"No, i don't care if it's just something okay? I can't be with someone who is homophobic. We. Are. Done."
"N-no Xavier pleas-"
I Ignored her.
"Plus, even if the rumours were true, they would be the one sucking me off. SO ALL OF YOU STOP RECORDING! YOU'VE SEEN THE "PICTURE PERFECT" COUPLE BRAKE UP. THE..theres always something behind everything good. Like for you're school "princess"...I guess..." I felt like crying, but I just can't. But my voice broke saying the next few words...
"I gu- I guess it's homophobia..."
Yeah I said I was going to class, but I guess not. I refuse. Fuck, I loved her. But homophobia? Not in my fucking Minecraft server. How could I not tell? Maybe she talked about gays and how she thinks there gross when I would zone out or something. But being gay is fucking epic. Like damnit. My first kiss was a male, that's when I realized i liked guys, I was like six but I don't care. I thought she loved me , and for me too, that's what she always said to me anyway. I Should of watched what I said in the classroom, should of checked my surroundings, nice going Xavier.
I stood there for a minute or more like five because I went from standing in s packed hallway to standing there, in an empty hallway. "Xavier! Get to class! You're late!" Again? Mr. Wesley, our school principal.
"Now."
"No."
With that I walked away, out the school doors with him following me. "Xavier! Stop!" "Nah old man!" "I SWAER! GET BACK HERE!" Oh it's so funny to see Mr. Wesley made. The way his face turned fire engine red, signaling he was running out of breath. Plus it's hysterical to see how when he scowls and screams like a ten year old and his blueish purple veins pop out of his forehead.
"IN YOUR DREAMS MAN!" I ran to my car and pulled out my keys. I heard him should a fainted "you have detention." Or something like that but i physically don't care, nor do I want to deal with The principal right now.
I hopped into my car, a grey truck that is, turned on my Spotify playlist and started to drive to the entrance of the school parking lot, getting a glimpse of the sun from in between the trees surrounding the school and the cars driving on the main road before I turned into the lane that gets me to my destination.
~ ✨🎶 Super Bass~Niki Minaj 🎶✨ ~
🎶 ~Boy you got my heart beat runnin' away~ 🎶
I drove off till I reached my destination, after about 45 minutes of road rage, McDonalds and 2012-2014 songs that was.
The destination, it's beautiful. Its a waterfall that's somewhat in the middle of a forest. I remember this spot. This is part of the reason a begged my parents to move back too town. It was also Wy' and I's spot from being kids. Fun times, fun times. I actually miss it. But I would admit that, especially with the fact he's pretty much pretending I don't exist. Fuck him.
But the waterfall spot? It's a great distraction. Definitely would recommend this spot to someone if it wasn't as special as it is to me. So I just sat there in silence. My mind trailing off to whatever the name in gods asscrack that just happened. I just felt the tears start forming, I was trying to hold them back and I thought I actually pushed them back. But..
They fell down and I didn't even know until I saw a little drop fall into the little stream. I kept trying to hold them back but at this point I let fate take over and the tears kept running down my face, it felt like I wasn't going to stop. And it didn't. I was sitting there for about four hours, the tears started to slow down a little bit about two and a half hours ago, my eyes were dried up and just they just looked glossy and red. I was zoned out too, maybe five minutes because I heard a bell, a school bell. Ugh, I forgot how close this spot was to the school, day if I didn't go to McDonalds then I would of only been a five minute drive. Oh that being said, it was the end of the day bell that is. That's they only way I knew the time was two fifteen pm. My phone died around one forty-five.
But at that moment I heard a voice, a small one. It was the voice of my now ex girlfriend, ringing going through my head. "You're a faggot." "Get the fuck away from me." "You're gay!"
The tears came back. Harder then ever. Why am I even crying? The last time I cried was when I was ten, six fucking years ago.
But that didn't stop me from feeling like my world was ending, this was the girl I've been dating since freshman year.
The tears tickled my cheeks and just poured from my eyes...I just let them fall. Even though, I didn't want them too.
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Author;
A fuck, it's kind of short. I know. I know!! I'm sorry!! BUT IT NEXT CHAPTER I PROMISE WILL BE 1200+ WORDS!!! This one was only 1100 words long actually, one of my longest chapters! Again sorry! Ily guys!.