Reconcile

The raven was the king's bird. He came in the tower with the bird on his shoulder. I asked him about it right away, avoiding his question directed to Ducan. He briefly tells me everything from the start while we walk out of the tower. 

King Luthais was behind all the food that kept me alive underground. I was unfathomably shocked since that gesture coming from him is surprisingly new. He could only confirm the truth about me when he got ahold of my mother's journal, which means that he fed me without assurance of my real identity. 

My questionable feelings after finding out about it- overrun my mind, and I became speechless. I was quiet for too long that I barely realized that we reached the door to my room. 

King Luthais stops; he's been leading the way with Ducan, and I like puppies behind him. It feels like he caught Ducan and me doing something terrible. I don't understand the odd expression he had with his right eye twitching when he barged in the room.