CHAPTER FOUR

a nice relaxing bath- would help me forget, about everything- that has happen?

And, with that i started the tub.

'KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK'

The knock on the door startled me, I- walked over to the door, and put my hand- on the doorknob. who is it? I called out.

Avie, its lexi,can i come in please? she begged.

I blew out a breath, and open the door.

Avie, I'm sorry about what I said at dinner, it was wrong I know your a shy person, and- I'm sorry. she said with a sad- expression on her face. I could see how- guilty she feels.

Lexi, it's okay. I shouldn't get embarrassed- that easy, I knew you were joking, it just- made me uncomfortable, that's all.

Avie. I'm sorry really, lexi said as she- flopped her body across the bed.

It's fine, I said and crossed my arms over- my chest.

I'm gonna soak in the tub, do you want to- sit in the bathroom? and we can have girl- talk? I said as I stripped down, until I was- naked.

Uh" yes! she said simply, and followed me- to the bathroom, I really wanted to ask her- about the mind link thing, I mean ember- really didn't explain anything to me, but- then again why should he? I am an' outsider here after all.

So what's up? She said, and folded her- arms over her chest. I know you have- something on your mind now spill? she added.

I took a deep breath, and made eye contact- with lexi.

So what's mind link? I said with Curiosity.

Oh mink link, is when we are in wolf form- we can communicate with pack, she said. and I can see she obviously trying to read- my expressions.

Oh, so can you mind link with me? I tilted- my head And said.

Uh" no! your not a wolf, as she said that- she said looking confused? But what- about my questions? I mean why cant she- mind link me? Ember did? I sure as hell- know that I'm human, and plan on staying- that way.

Avie, lexi said. that pulled me from- thoughts.

YES.

Why, are you asking? and how do you- know about mind linking? I mean I know- I've told you about alot of stuff, but that's- not one of them? she raised her left brow- waiting for my reply.

Could I really trust her? How do I know, she- wont use this against me some how? fuck just tell her the truth, I told my self.

Okay, I'm going to be honest with you, but- you cant say anything, lexi I mean it, give- me your word. I simply said.

I wont, I promise. she said as she got- closer to tub, shes got that excited look on- her face, that makes her more- beautiful. "calm down avie now is not the time to be- jealous "

Okay, I took a deep breath,and blurted out. the bruise on my forehead was not from a- tree, I ran into someone, and lexi when he- touched me, I tailed off.. and started playing with the bath water, I mean shes- going to think I'm crazy! I am crazy right?"Earth to avie"

Oh, what now? I arched my brow at her.

Uh' what happened, when he touched you? avie you can tell me?,I wont say anything, I- promise, she said. and placed her hand on- mine that was gripping the side of the tub.

You'll think I'm crazy, I said truthfully.

Because I know her, and she will 'FACTS'

No, I wont now spill? she whispered shouted at me.

Well, his touch felt like a shocking- sensation that spread through my body. I- started having these feelings between my- legs, I've never felt before and to top it off- he talk to me through my mind, he called it- mind linking, but that happen after I ran- into the wood, and he said he didn't want- me to get hurt so he made me ride on his- back and I forced him to shift, to his- human form so I could see how it happen's- and he told me that I eye fucked- him because I couldn't stop from starting, I- mean his eyes oh my god, it's like they- burn through my soul and I know how all- this sounds, and I know I am crazy, I- blurted it all out at once, and after I- finished I was breathing hard.

Her eyes got wide, she was completely- stunned. Great I've killed my friends mind- with all this crazy shit .

It's not crazy, she finally said, after a few- minutes, I just didn't know this could- happen to you avie, I swear or I would have- never brought you here if I had- known, she said with confusion in her voice.

What the hell, was she talking about?

What's happening to me lexi? I wont be- able to stay away from him his smell is so- intoxicating that it drawls me in, I admitted.

I put my face in my hands, and tried to stop my mind from going in circles.

Well, it sounds like you found your mate. she said simply. that would explain why he can mind link you, and everything you just- told me he's different your mate, she smiled, at me and put her hand on my shoulder.

What's a mate mean? I asked confused.

She let out a small giggle, and removed her hand from shoulder.

Well, a mate is like your other half, your- soulmate, and the love of you life, if he- really is your mate, you wont be able to- stay away from him his smell and the- urges your feeling will draw you to him- everytime. the moon goddess picks your- mate and as destiny has it you, found- yours, she said. and stood to her feet and- stuck a hand out for me to take,  "I didI wrapped my towel around me, and crumpled on the bed, lexi sat next me.

fear, was running through my mind. how- could this be? I'm human I cant be mated- to a wolf can I? He could rip my throat out- and literally kill me, "ugh" why me?

Avie, who is guy? She asked, with a nosey tone.

Uh, I'm not sure, I lied. but I cant just tell- her, I need to ask him questions first, I- mean how do I know if it's TRUE or not? I- mean what if I'm just being a horny 20 year- old ?that just wants to loose her V? My thoughts were Interrupted. by lexi- uncomfortable question.

What? I said as I sat straight up.

You, said you get this feeling between your- legs? I asked if you have ever felt this- before? She said with her brow- arched.

"Ugh"

No, I've.....I tailed off looking at the wall- making sure not to make eye contact with- her because, she can get anything out of- me but I will not tell her! I will not tell her- who is he, I kept repeating in mind.

Are you a virgin? Lexi Squeaked.

"Oh god I'm in trouble"

Yes! I blurted out, and fell back in the bed- with my hand over my face because I know- my cheeks are red, because i am- embarrassed to be a virgin, at 20 years old- I mean who does this?

Avie, its okay but why didnt you tell me? She pouted. 

Because, you would have laughed and its- embarrassing to a virgin at my age. I said in frustration.

Come on, no it's not alot of girls wait she said.

But, you didnt? I snapped.

She pinched the brim of her nose.

Uh, well I just wanted to get it over with, and I thought cody loved me, .she shrugged.

I'm sorry, lexi im just so confused, when I- see him I just I dont know, I sighed.

Look, why dont you get some sleep? maybe you will feel better after your run, she said. as she pulled the door open- goodnight avie, she added before she closed the door behind her.

EMBER'S POV

Wait, she yelled at me.

I looked over my shoulder, and met her- eyes. fuck shes so beautiful. she smelled- of lavender and honey suckle, god she- intoxicate's me, with that wonderful smell- of hers, I just want to throw her against the- tree and fuck her hard, that thought- made my cock stir.

I want to see you shift, she said. damn that- voice of hers makes every nerve in- my body twitch with want.

"Fuck ember stop thinking with your dick pathetic "

Beautiful, if I shift I will be naked are you- sure?

I smirked, Why did I just ask her if she was- sure? fuck I want her to see me naked. I want to fill her beautiful mouth with my- hard dick.

I.i.im sure, she studdard. REALLY? had she- never seen a naked guy before?

I turn to face her, and with out another- thought I started to shift, I could feel my- bones start to crack and move to their- places for my human form, well the good- thing is the cracking of my bones doesn't- hurt. after a few seconds the- transformation was done .

She's checking me out, mmm this could be fun.

I cleared my throat, her eyes immediately- snapped back to mine, fuck shes beautiful.

"Not now dont get your self aroused"

Like what you see? I said trying fight back the urge to laugh.

Uh, I wasnt looking.

I could see her cheeks heat up, clearly she was embarrassedyou were eye fucking me beautiful, i laughed.

"I couldn't help my self"

Her cheeks turn an even brighter shade of- red.

You dont have to be embarrassed, because you checked me out, I said flat I start- moving towards her.

I was not checking you out, she said and- took off running back to the house without another word.

......................................

Lying on my bed looking up at the ceiling, In my room dawn is barely on the horizon, I hadn't slept thinking about my mate, my- wolf wants her. but she's human a wolf that- is to be alpha of this pack in a few- months can not claim a human, as his- mate, and I will be alpha with out a doubt, it's my pack and I will claim it. my thoughts- drift back to avie my mate, her- beautiful face, her long black sikly hair her- brown eyes so dark that their almost black, her golden skin her perfect tits, nice round- ass, long legs, I closed my eyes thinking- about my mate, as I place my hand on my- hard cock, and slowly move it up and down- I pick up the pace with my hand- thinking about it being avie's mouth, a moan escaped my throat, at that thought I- move it faster and harder until I explode.

Once I pleasured myself, I couldn't help but wonder how good sex would be with my- mate. "FUCK" I need a cold shower.

8:45am, flased on the clock.

I grabbed a pair Jean's yanked them on, and slipped on a v neck plain black shirt- and put on my shoes and headed for the- door, when I opened the door I was hit with- the scent of lavender and honey- suckle, I sniffed the air and followed the scent to the porch.

What the hell? was my mate doing on the porch this early? I looked out the window- and saw my mate, she was wearing red- leggings and a red exercise bra her hair in a pony tail which her hair still hung to the- middle of her back," DAMN "she looks so- sexy right now stretching. I sniffed again- to get another whiff of her scent but soon realized that was not her scent!

"WHAT THE FUCK"When i look again rudi is standing on the porch, with her talking to her wait a minute- is rudi actually going to run with her?

SHE'S MINE arrax growled.

I walked to the door and opened it, but they were done gone, fuck who the fuck does- rudi think he? is shes mine if he puts his- hands on her I'll rip his god damn throat- out no questions asked.

I had to fight my wolf from getting out, and running after rudi, they are just running- that's it.

BUT SHE'S MINE he growled.I put him a bay, and headed back inside the- house I had to talk to my father, maybe I could claim her? and  still be alpha of the lotus pack? I walked down the hall and- knocked on my father's office door.

Come in, he said with his alpha voice.

Aw, ember, come in, sit down what can I help you with son, my father said and- motioned me to the chair infront of his desk.

Dad, I haven't found my mate yet, I lied but he didnt need to know that, I needed information.

But, what if my mate was to be human? I said flat.

Concern swept over his face, along with confusion.

"Shit it's bad"

You know what would be, if that was to- happen ember, he said coldly.

No, I dont and if I'm going to be alpha, in a few months then I need to know everything.

A wolf, can not a claim a human to be his- Luna, who is the human your wolf has- chosen? he added.

I looked into his cold green eyes, how- could he know about avie? I did nothing to make him assume.An alpha always knows son, if that's what your thinking.

Fuck now, I wont be able to take my role as alpha just fucking great.

"I shurgged"

"Ember"

avie, I blurted out.

My father's expression was hard,  but I- knew he was angry very angry.

Does anyone else know? My father said.

I shook my head,  NO.

I mean,my whole body yearns for avie's- touch, to touch her, to make her scream- my name as she orgasms, she was mine- my mate, was alpha really worth her? "What- hell is with up with you moron" I told my self.

Have you marked her?

My eyes met my father's,I didnt know- where he was going with this, but I had a pretty good idea.

No.

Good you need to mark a shewolf, and fast if you mark another, it will break the mate- bond with the human, dont get me wrong- she's a lovely girl, but I need you to be- alpha ember, your the strongest fastest of your brothers, he said gripping the desk.

"Wait" he wants me to break my mate bond with avie? I cant do that? I want avie she's mine, I stood to my feet and faced my father.

No, avie is mine. I snappedMy father rose from his seat, and moved- toward me he gripped my throat, and- pushed me against the wall hard, it hurt- but I wasnt going to show fear, I couldn't if i wanted my mate.

You, will and you will not tell anyone, about this do, i make my self clear ember? you will be alpha he shouted at me in alpha voice, he dropped his hold on my neck, i- took in deep breath and I stood tall, again and I set my wolf free.

ARRAX growled Viciously.

My father walks back to me, and stands inches away from me.

Well, well, well, if it isn't arrax, do you have something to say?

NOTHING, arrax give me back control.

I dont want to be alpha, if it means giving up my mate, shes mine.I said truthfully- because the truth is I want avie more then I want anything shes mine.

"BAMN"

I grabbed my cheek, where my father just struck me with his wolf claw.

I pulled back my hand, and looked at the- blood on it, my blood that made my blood- run cold, but I am a wolf I'll heal quickly.

I'll challenge you, I snapped.

"He laughed and threw his head back"