CHAPTER six

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AVIE'S POV

AVIE

Run, run, run,

I told my self, I can barely see with the- tear's blurring my vision, but I kept running and running.

"CRASH"

I didnt even bother to move, I just stayed- on the ground, I mean why even bother to- get up? my mate doesn't want me, because he would have to give up being- alpha, I felt his pain somehow but how? I dont know if I can do this, his rejection- pained me so much, that I couldn't stop- sobbing, my stomach clenched, the pain- so intense that I felt nauseous.

Avie'

I didnt answer, I didnt even look up, I was lying on my side knee's to my chest with- both arms around, I held on my legs so- tight. I forched my eye's shut, and just lyed there the pain, from my mate's rejection is unbearable panic took over.

"THEN EVERYTHING WENT DARK"

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"THREE DAYS LATER"

I open my eye's and seen a bright light, I groaned.

blinking rapidly, to get my vision to clear, I moved my body slightly, I felt stiff, I need a run I thought, ...wait am I in need a bed?- Was'nt I just on the ground? I open my- eye's again my vision had cleared enough- for me to know that I was in my room, but how did I get here? ..I groaned again. and sat up rubbing my faces with my hands and slowly moving my hair behind my- ear's.

Avie, your awake.

Hold up, I know that voice dont i?

Lexi?I tried to say but come out skidish, my throats so dry, and I have a headache how- long was I out? "Damn it avie try to speak- dont panic you can do it" I encouraged my self.

L.lexi? my voice just under a whisper.

See, you got this avie keep going.

Oh my god, avie I've been worried sick,..she criedW.what happen? finally my voice was just above a whisper. my voice is coming back.

Oh avie, she pouted we have no idea, you came running out of the woods ran into- me, and you were crying then you started- crying harder and had a panic attack, then you passed out. She said as she took my hand.

Then the flash backs came back to me, I grabbed my heart i couldn't stop heaving, why wont this pain go away?

Avie, lexi shouted. and sat next to me, pulling me close to her. avie calm down deep breaths, she said more calmly.

My, my,

What? avie your what? She pulled away to look at my face.

My mate, rejected me, I sniffled.

Oh no, avie. lexi pulled me into a hug and she cried with me, we never spoke just- sobbed together, I dont know how long we stayed in her embrace, but my eye lids felt heavy I didnt even fight against it, I just let sleep take over.

I woke up alone, the pain in my chest was still there! but I decided to get up, out of bed I headed to the shower, and turn the hot water on, walked to sink while my water was heating up, I looked my reflection in the mirror.

What the fuck?

I look like shit, even worse then before, red puffy eye's black ring's pale looking skin, I sighed.

I grabbed my toothbrush and brushed my teeth. after I finished I let myself in the shower i flinched, as the hot water hit my body, but soon adjusted to it, I washed my hair and body and let the hot water run down my tense muscle's they started to relax some, I turn and let the water hit my- face it burn, I need to go for run, and with

that thought I open the shower door' and rapped a towel around my fragile looking body, walked back in my room and quickly dried my self and put on my running- clothes the usual white yoga pants and white workout bra, I decided to leave my- hair down and let it air dry, I darted out of my room and out the front door. I stood on the porch and started stretching. my muscle's were tight, how long was I out for? My body really needs this run, with that I put my earbuds in started my playlist Bret eldredge wanna be that song started

playing, and with that I took off I started in a slow jog giving my muscle's time to cooperate, when walk the moon shut up and dance, started booming in ear's I- started full on running. trying to forget about everything that happen, with ember pushing it and him out of my mind, I push my self harder I can feel the burn radiating through my legs, the faster I run the more it burn's.

"YES"

Huffing panting, I ran as fast as I ever had in my life.

Adrenaline, shot through my veins my- body aching begging me to stop, but I had no intentions of stopping, I had already made 4 laps and my body on fire, but I was not slowing down anytime soon, but the- song that came through my earbuds stop me cold.

K-c & jojo crazy, warm tears peaked at eye's,i let them go, and fell to ground, lying on back looking up at the beautiful blue sky, the songs lyrics echoed in my mind, I'm going crazy crazy crazy just thinking about you baby. OH MY GOD WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE LIKE THIS?, I shouted at my self,  why had the moon goddess give me a mate that doesn't want me? Lying there feeling sorry for myself, when a big grey wolf jumped over top of me, what the fuck? I said out loud, and quickly got to my feet, and looked around at my- surroundings. their were alot of wolf's. and they were fighting, and lucky me right dead in the center of all of it, just fucking great.

Maybe one will kill me, and relieve me from this pain I thought to my self, when out of nowhere I got goosebumps and a shiver ran down my spine, NO it cant be, my mate is here? but where?. No, no, avie I shouted, just walk away he doesn't want you he rejected, you just walk away. I told my self, and just as i was about ready to walk away an all white wolf with piercing black eyes stared at me, I froze.