Part 14

Justin's POV

I woke up and tried to stretch my arms but I felt a lightweight on top of me stopping me from doing so.

And the fact that every part of my body feels like it's been ripped apart and tried put back together.

But I'm like glass.

You can try to glue me back together but you can always see the cracks.

I opened my arms and saw Selena on top of me.

Wait why was she here?

Oh, wait last night?

I bit my lip trying not to smile.

"Justin, right now, I really want to punch you for saying that but I also want to fuck you" Selena laughed and I looked at her with my eyes widened but I couldn't help but smile.

"Are you s-serious?" I asked biting my lip and she looked at me moving a little closer to me.

"Do you want me to punch you?" She asked with a laugh and I couldn't but let out a laugh myself.

"N-no," I said letting out a sigh as I thought about how peaceful I was.

She inched closer to me till our lips lightly brushed. "Or do you want me to fuck you?" She whispered sexually in my ear and I sucked in a breath.

I suddenly heard a groan from Selena causing me to snap out of my thoughts. I closed my mouth and I felt Selena slide a little on top of me causing me to choke on my breath.

Her arms were wrapped around my neck holding onto me and her legs were pushed against mine but her knee was slowly stroking my cock causing me to arch my back a little.

"Justin" I heard her whisper in my ear and I snapped my eyes at her to see hers were closed.

Wait was she awake or not?

"Selena," I said confused.

I didn't hear a response back but instead, I felt her push against me tightly.

"I want you to fuck me hard" I heard her whisper clutching on top of me and I stayed there frozen.

Was she dreaming about me?

I mentally laughed but I was kind of scared at the same time.

I mean I haven't ever done anything sexual and I'm pretty sure Selena has.

Multiple time.

And that goes for illegal and dangerous things.

I felt her hand trail down my chest to my boy part, I grabbed her hand away from my cock and placed them back to my chest. I heard her grunt in my neck and she turned over so her back was on my chest. I felt her move, well her hips against my crotch causing my grip onto her waist.

"Selena" I whispered gulping and she went harder making me grip on to her hips.

"Justin" I heard Selena laugh and I stayed frozen.

"Y-yeah" I stuttered.

Wait was she awake now?

Ok, this was kind of awkward.

"You're kind of poking up my ass" She laughed and got off me.

"Erm," I didn't know what to say. I scratched the back of my neck and looked at the time and saw it was 8:00.

"Shoot, we have school" I screamed getting out of bed.

"Woah, calm down, you already missed a week from school so being late isn't really important" Selena started running a hand through her hair.

"I know but this will go on my record and then I won't be able to go to the college I'd want and--" I spat out quickly trying to find something to wear.

"Ok, ok calm down, we still a half an hour left and you do know we are literally like 5 minutes away from school" She laughed and I automatically stopped.

Wait we were?

But she's always late to school.

Was she lying to me right now?

"Ok" I hesitantly said and she nodded before she got up walked closer to me.

"I'm choosing your clothes" Selena laughed and walked to my closet.

Why does she have to choose my clothes?

I mean I don't have a bad taste in clothes.

Right?

I looked at her and she finally picked out an outfit for me to wear.

I looked at her and then looked at the clothes.

She really expected me to wear that?

Hah.

"Justin, you're wearing this no matter what, and if you disobey me, I will rip those clothes off you right now..." Selena smirked at me and I stiffened looking at her nervously. "...I may have also thrown them out" she whispered and I looked at her in shock.

She wasn't serious, right?

I let out a sigh. "Ok" I gulped at her and she tilted her head in confusion.

"You want me to rip your clothes off," She asked confused and took a step closer to me.

"N-NO, I mean I'll wear the clothes" I quickly spoke and she laughed before nodding.

"Do you need help?" Selena asked gesturing that I was still hurt by 'you know who'.

"Erm, I think" I sheepishly said and I actually didn't think I needed help but I just wanted Selena close to me.

I mean as a person to help me not like as in love.

"Ok," She said nodding and I put my arms up so she can take my t-shirt off. She looked at me confused but then nodded and finally takes my t-shirt off. I smiled at her, mentally laughing.

"S-Selena, did you mean everything you said last night" I blurted out.

Why did I ask that?

Ugh, I'm gonna sound like a weirdo.

She bit her lip and caressed my cheek. "Justin, you aren't a fat pig, far from that and yes I want to fuck you," She said before softly rubbing her finger one of my bruises on my neck.

she then places her lips on top of my neck making my eyes widen.

For some reason, I actually liked it.

She pulled apart and her eyes wandered down to my wrists.

Shit my scars.

I quickly placed my arms behind my back away from her.

"What were those?" Selena asked trying to grab my wrist and I shook my head.

I was supposed to get more tattoos on my wrists but I forgot.

"Nothing" I quickly spoke grabbing a t-shirt and quickly wearing it.

Selena quickly stopped me. "Justin show me your wrists," Selena said strictly and I bit my lip arguing with myself.

Should I?

No, I shouldn't.

"No," I said looking down and she bit her lip like she wanted to say okay.

"Justin, plz" She begged looking at me with a sad expression and I sighed and placed my hands towards her.

"Look at my scars, see how ugly I am" I snapped at her and she didn't say anything.

She sighed. "Justin shut up" Selena groaned and walks closer towards me grabbing my hand.

"It's true" I whispered looking at her with a frown and she sat me down staring intensely at my scars.

She placed her hand on my thigh. "One day I'm gonna prove how amazing you are, inside and outside" She whispered and placed her lips against mine.

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Erm okay...