Part 13

Selena's POV

I woke up hearing a scream and I was confused as I've never screamed without realising in my sleep.

I checked my watch too see it was only 4 am. I heard the scream again and it sounded like it was from Justin's room.

Shit what was going on Justin?

I quickly got up and ran to Justin's room to see him screaming and tossing in his bed.

"HELP, HELP" Justin screamed whilst clutching onto the bed.

Fuck was he having a nightmare?

I slowly walked to him and he was shaking his head like he was really in pain. I walked towards him see his eyes tightly closed but I could see dried tears on his cheek.

"HELP" Justin screamed again causing me to jump up and I instantly cuddled making sure he doesn't faint.

"Hey Justin shh don't worry" I whispered shaking him a little to snap him out of it but he doesn't seem to wake up at all and I didn't know if it was a good idea to wake up.

With all the shit he's been through, I didn't blame him for having nightmares and PTSD.

So I just lied next to him rubbing his arm up and down causing him to slightly calm down.

I didn't know whether to tell him and Jeremy or not.

Maybe it'd give a sense of peace.

Maybe it'd give me a sense of peace.

"Mum" Justin whispered and his hand moved on top of mine. I couldn't help but freeze at my spot.

"Justin its me Selena" I whispered as I rubbed his arm and I felt him squeeze my burnt hand causing me to wince a little.

"Selena" I heard him groan and I laid next to him not wanting to move away from his side.

"Yeah its me" I whispered ignoring the pain he caused in my hand and his swollen eyes slowly opened and he looked at me blinking a little.

"Selena?" He asked again and my eyes snap towards him.

Why was he repeating my name?

There was definitely something wrong with him.

"Yeah" I asked moving closer to him and he clutched onto my arms with his shaking hands causing me to frown.

"C-can you stay w-with me" Justin stutterd looking down and I looked at him confused.

That's what he wanted to ask me?

I let out a laugh. "Um sure" I whispered stroking Justin's hair to calm him down.

I thought he was scared of me or something.

I sighed and placed myself next to him "Justin, what were you dreaming about?" I asked confused and he stiffened a little bit.

"N-nothing" Justin whispered looking away from me but he held my head pulling me to wrap my arm around him.

"O-ok" I sighed not pushing it.

Well he kind of ruined my sleep, so how was I suppose to get to sleep?

I looked towards Justin and noticed he was still awake.

"Justin go to sleep" I said trying to turn towards him. I realised we were really close like our arms and thighs were touching but I didn't really care as well.

"I-I'm too scared too" I heard him whisper and I sighed, dragging myself over him so I was facing him.

"Why" I asked him confused.

What was so scary about closing your eyes?

Well the darkness.

He inched towards me making our faces just inches apart. "Every time, I closed my eyes I see my d-dad in my dreams, where he's always hurting me and whipping me till I bled, if I just close my eyes for a second, I can still hear his whisper in my ear telling my that I was a fat pig and no one like me and no one ever will" Justin chotcks out and I let out a breath I didn't know I was holding.

That fucking dick bag,

Why the fuck did he tell him this all?

Everytime he talked about Jeremy and I felt my guilty decrease.

But I didn't know how to tell him and Jeremy, his death, how I knew him.

Even if he was safe now.

I had called my gang straight after to make sure my dad knew what had happened to Jeremy.

My dad was an officer and he helped me out with a lot of crimes, even if he hesitated with this situation.

The way he looked at me realising I had killed 2 guys.

But he understood what I did.

Justin was safe.

I ignored my thoughts and laced my hand on Justin's chest. "Justin, you are not a fat pig and I'm pretty sure that whoever meets you will love you and as far for Jeremy, you just needed to block him out of your life and starts a new one" I said moving my hands down and up his stomach.

I didn't know what I was doing but I just felt I needed too.

"So, I'm not an ugly fat blob" He whispered with his voice full of sarcasm and I looked at him confused.

Why did he think he was?

He was literally the complete opposite.

He was hot, had a 6 pack, is a genius and is Justin.

"Justin, right now, I really want to punch you for saying that but I also want to fuck you" I laughed and he looked at me with his eyes widened and I'm pretty sure I saw a smile as well but I couldn't see so well cause it was still dark.

"Are you s-serious?" Justin asked biting his lip, I looked at him and moved a little closer to him.

I realised I was really close to him cause I could feel like dick on my stomach.

"Do you want me to punch you?" I asked with a laugh and he let out a laugh.

"N-no" He said letting out a sigh after his laugh.

I inches closer to him till our lips lightly brushed. "Or do u want me to fuck you?" I whispered sexually in his ear and I felt him suck in a breath.

"S-Selena" Justin whispered and I looked at him and saw his eyes closed.

I sighed as he fell asleep but I couldn't help but smile.

I really wanted to fuck him but I remembered that he had a crush on Jade.

And I think him and Jade would be a cute couple well when I fix him a little.

But he's mine right now

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Why Jade Justin?

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