Part 20

Selena's POV

In school

I left Justin at the hospital.

It had been a week since I last saw him but I couldn't help but miss him.

And I also worried about him because he was still living with me.

I mean maybe he was staying with a friend.

Okay Harry.

Or maybe at a hotel.

But I knew it was best he didn't see me at all.

I mean im the reason for every shit thing in his life.

Like I literally wouldn't be surprised if he was planning to kill me or something.

And he's a nerd so he'd plan it really good and get away with it.

And I honestly wouldn't blame him, shit I'd even set a time and place for my death.

I sighed as I noticed Harry in the canteen and decided to ask him about justin. If he had seen him or if he was living him.

Just to make sure he was at least safe.

I sat down next to him. "Harry, did you see Justin today?" I asked him and he looked at me shocked probably because I'm Selena Gomez and you know he's a nerd.

No offence.

I mean it's like Beyonce was in front of him.

Well if she was Latina.

Kinda.

Wait is she? I don't know, not the point.

I waited for him to answer and he gulped before blinking a couple of times. I sighed and he finally shook his head causing me groan at him.

Where the hell was he then?

I mean I know that I should give Justin some space as I admitted I was the reason for his mums death.

But I still needed to tell him the full truth.

Even though I knew I couldn't take any of it back.

"Why" Harry asked causing me realise that he was still here and I looked at him biting my lip to think of the excuse.

"J just said something to him that I needed to apologise for" I said fiddling with my fingers and his eyes remained widened in shick before nodding.

I went back to my place shaking my head angrily before returning to my seat with Jade next to me.

"You find out where Justin is?" she asked with a light in her eyes causing me frown for some reason.

She really likes nerdy.

"No" I groaned at her and the teacher snapled us a glare as we were talking really loudly. I sighed before the door banged open. I looked to see a guy with his back towards me causing me to roll my eyes.

"Justin, why are you so late" the teacher scowled slightly surprised and my heard dropped as I heard my ears.

I closed my eyes and rubbed my ears harshly making sure I heard that right.

Wait Justin?

"Woah he looked so hot" Jade squealed causing me to tilt my head at confusion before j turned my head to see jus...woah

How did he...when did he...?

I'm sorry, what the fuck now?

"None of your business old hag" He smirked and I looked at him with my eyes widened.

I think I entered the wrong room.

Actually I think I entered the wrong universe.

He did not just say that to her.

I heard a lot of woos and he walked over in my direction before sitting next to me as I looked at him shocked.

I'm pretty sure my jaw was on the ground.

Like fully hitting the ground and not planning to get up from it any time soon.

Holy shit, did he die his hair?

I glanced at the fact that he had blonde highlights and it looked silky smooth.

My eyes trailed down to his face with little bruises and scars present causing him to look a little bit scary actually.

Before reaching down to his gold chain and all black clothes wrapped around his fit body.

"Detention" Mrs beach suddenly scowled and I looked at Justin to see him wave his hand as if he was brushing her off.

But he wasn't going that, like he probably was apologising in sign language.

I think.

He turned his head to jade, without glancing an inch towards me. "Hey beautiful, you wanna fuck at lunch?" Justin asked as his hand slipped into jade's bare leg and I looked at him confused as he was too shy to even look at Jade and now is asking to fuck her.

I need to fix things right now.

"Justin--"

"Definitely" Jade said interrupting me and giggled as Justin sent a wink to her before skidding his hand under her shorts causing her to bite her lip.

"Justin c--"

"Hey Justin, you look different" Harry asked looking at Justin shocked and he tilted his head as if he was confused.

"Do I know you?" Justin asked with a smirk causing Harry look at him in pain.

Why was he acting like a dick to Harry?

He was his only first friend.

I mean was he loyal?

No.

Was he there when he needed?

I mean maybe once or twice.

But still, Harry was his only friend.

And now he's treating him like shit because of me.

Okay I can't let him take out his anger on others instead of me.

"Sorry" Harry Whispers and returned to his seat and Justin looked down with his lips tilted downwards.

He's pushing him away then why the fuck is he sad?

I sighed as I realised this was just a pretence. He had still his good heart inside of him.

"Justin--" I asked for him again but this time, the bell interrupted me.

Oh come on!

"Meet you at lunch" Justin smirked and he gripped onto her jaw before kissing Jade causing her to giggle uncontrollably and for some reason I felt a pain form in my chest.

He suddenly glanced at me and as his eyes reached mine. They darkened slightly in anger. But then he looked down with a smirk before walking away.

I groaned and ran after him.

"Justin" I shouted right behind him and he stopped nearly making me nearly bang into him.

"What do you want?" Justin growlwd at me slightly taking me back at his anger.

"I wanted to apologise about--" I was going to continue before Justin pulling me into a random closet pushing me against the wall harshly.

He gripped the back of my neck. "We have nothing to say" Justin scowled as one of his head gripped onto my waist causing me to hiss at him. "You said what you said okay now LEAVE ME ALONE" he shouted letting go off me and walked out.

He is not walking out on me without a fight.

I shook my head brushing my hand through my hair.

How the fuck was I suppose to make him listen to me?

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I like the nerdy Jay better but is it bad that bad boy Jay is turning me on.