Part 19

Selena's POV

I groaned I felt the sun light slip through my eye lids causing me to wake up.

Again, I was dreaming about Brad Pitt about to ask me on a date and interrupted by the sun.

Curse you.

I mean thank you sun for providing us light, and heat when we need it and for natural tans which literally always want.

Damn the amount of fake tans I've seen.

I realised that I was at the hospital, I looked to see Justin still asleep. I sighed and felt my stomach grumble. I took the bowl of grapes on the table next to him and started eating them.

I saw Justins hand move a little causing me to immediately jumped up as I ran to hold his hand.

I let out a breath of relief as he suddenly was regaining conciousness.

Suddenly, his eyes snapped open and I smiled as he was awake until he groaned quietly before noticing my hand.

I sucked in a breath as I didn't know how he would react to me.

He looked at me and I couldn't portray what he was feeling as he had an unknown expression on his face.

He slowly got pulled my hand away from him and got up so that his hand was against the wall.

"What are you doing here" Justin asked with his jaw clenched and I bit my lip not knowing what to say.

I mean why was I here.

I told him I was the reason his mom died.

Why his dad started abusing him.

That I killed him.

That I'm the reason for all the bruises on his body.

That I'm the reason for all the scars on his wrists.

That I'm the reason for his unhappiness.

I was about to open my mouth until someone came in. "Mr Bieber, you're awake?" A doctor asked walking in but Justin still had his eyes on me.

"WHY ARE YOU HERE" Justin shouted at me causing me to jump up in fear and I looked at him in shock but he had the same angry expression.

I clenched my jaw as my mind seemed to stop working and I glanced at the doctor who watched us both.

He bit his lip for a sec as if he didn't know what to do but after a couple of seconds, he let out a sigh and stood in between me and Justin.

"Miss Gomez, I think you should leave as it's important that..." the doctor said nervously as he stopped to find the right words. "That will cause him any stress" he said as a faint frown appeared on his lips and I nodded feeling a pain in my stomach.

"O-okay" I stuttered as I nodded before running out and I felt tears fall down my face but I didn't stop running until I reached my bike.

Fuck why?

Why do I screw up the things that are good for me?

To think that he could change me but it ended up with him falling away from me.

Justin's POV

I saw her face filled with guilt and pain but I held my glare at her before she looked away and sprinted out the room.

Why did she come back here?

Wasn't hurting me enough?

Why didn't she just leave me alone like she should've have?

UGH I WISH I NEVER MET HER, I WISH I NEVER FELL IN LOVE WITH H--

"Mr Bieber are you alright?" The doctor asked snapping me out of my thoughts and I blinked at him trying to process where I was for a few seconds before nodding.

I glanced at him as he looked at the door for a second as if he wanted to check up on Selena causing me to growl quietly.

He seemed young as well, in his mid 20s.

I wouldn't be surprised if he was attracted to Selena... If Selena was attracted to him.

Not that I gave a shit.

I let out a sigh. "Erm when will I be discharged?" I asked as a cough escaped my lips feeling my throat dry up.

"You can be discharged right now but just make sure you stay away from anything or anyone who will afford you any types of stress" the doctor said smiling nervously as I could tell he meant Selena and I nodded.

She won't cause me stress.

Not anymore instead its gonna be the other way round just full of pain.

This is not the time for forgiveness.

My whole entire life I had dealt with shit.

My mum's death.

I saw that in front of my eyes and I can't get her back no matter how hard I wish on my birthdays.

All because of her.

All because of her stupid shit drama and past.

For fuck sake, she killed both of my parents.

She was the reason for every shit feeling that was in my body.

And she was going to pay.

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This wasn't suppose to end like this