Part 22

Selena's POV

"Let me go" I groaned biting my lip to hide the moan I wanted to release.

His lips attacked my neck while his hands gripped onto my waist pushing me against my erection even more.

"I want you Sel" Justin whispered against my shoulder and I felt my eyes close in his neck.

He's playing me, isn't he?

I told him, I killed his mum even if it wasn't the full truth but I didn't say it so why was he acting so different and like he was obsessed with me?

His hands slid down to my ass gripping before sliding to my front. I let out a breath and shook my head.

"Jay, why are you doing this" I whispered pushing him off of me and he shook his head like he was holding back on something.

"What, I'm not doing anything" he said innocently looking at me and I gulped feeling weak underneath his eyes.

I glared at him. "I told you your mum died so you are doing 'anything', first you started hating me, then made out with Jade and now you're acting like you're into me, why are you doing this Justin" I groaned as a feeling of used ran through my body.

He looked at me with an unknown expression before pushing me against the wall this time a little harsher.

"Guess that for me to know and that's for you to shut up" Justin smirked causing me to realise that's what exactly I said to his dad.

Wait he wasn't comparing me to his dad, was he?

I let out a sigh as I honestly was exhausted. "Are you doing this for what your dad did your mum, for what I did to fhem, huh is this revenge?" I gritted my teeth together in anger and he growled tightening his grip on my hands.

"Don't act like you're fucking innocent Sel okay, you're the one that gave him drugs that changed him into the fucking dick he was before you killed him, you're the reason why he killed my mum" Justin screamsd placing his hands on waist and digging his nails into it causing me to clutch onto his shoulders tightly.

My mouth opened but instantly closed.

I was only 5 when I gave his dad the drugs.

A type of drug that made him go crazy in seconds.

I didn't even know what it was called because I thought it was bloody mints.

I gave Jeremy the drugs by accident, I didn't want to give it to him but he persuaded me and I listened to him and gave it.

I still remember it like it was yesterday

"Hey Sel" I saw dad's friend wave to me and I smiled skipping closer towards him.

"Hey uncle Joe" I let out a giggle when I approached him as he twirled me around.

"You shouldn't be here kiddo, your dad doesn't know about this place and he shouldn't, you really got to stop coming here, sweetie" uncle Joe frowned causing me to falter my smile as I liked being here.

It was more fun than being with my boring parents.

There was fighting but it was funny as they made fun out of each other mostly by calling each other chickens as an insult.

"Kiddo, sif in my office because I have a customer that will be coming for me okay" uncle Joe smiled and I nodded running to his office. I sar on his comfy chair and looked through the windows to see uncle Joe and a tall man talking.

They looked angry at each other, well mostly the tall man but I didn't pay too much attention. I looked to my left and saw a packet of mints on the table.

Ooo maybe I'll take a couple.

"He won't notice" I whispered to myself for taking a couple and I held it in my hand for a couple of seconds afterwards as they looked a little bit different.

I got off my chair and started walking out my office but stopped to see the tall man in front of me with a grin.

"What do you have in your hand kiddo" he said not really looking at me instead he was looking at the packet like he wanted it.

Doesn't he have mints in his own house?

"Mints?" I asked in confusion and he let out a chuckle like he knew that whatever was in the packet wasn't mints.

"Can I have it?" he whispered and I saw his hand twitching slightly, like he was trying to grab it and I shook my head causing him to frown.

"I need to give it uncle Joes, its his mints" I frowned wanting to run away as I felt really scared of the tall guy.

"But uncle Joe left" he said causing me to frown.

How would I give it to him then? "how bout I give it to him and you relax or okay games or something" he let out a grin and I bit my lip debating to listen to him or not.

But uncle Joe said that I shouldn't talk to stranger but he also said that I have to listen to my elders.

Man, bloody confusing life is, I tell ya.

"O-okay" I sighed before giving him the packet and running to uncle Joes office.

After a couple of minutes, my hand started vibrating, shaking. And I collapsed.

I woke up in a hospital bed a year later. I fell into a deep coma because the drugs had run into my system, it caused my heard to stop for a couple of minutes and I was pronounced dead.

But then it started working. It became faulty during that time so my parents were always pretty worried about me.

Well not recently because I drive them mad but they call every now and then though.

How did 5 year old me know a small packet of mints given in the wrong hands would cost a life and ruin a sons life as well as my own?

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Woah don't know where that came from but it came.