Part 24

Justin's POV

She was going to tell me the full truth.

I couldn't deal with a secrets.

I had a fight to know.

As I watch as Selena gulped looking at me intensely, I knew she wasn't able to deal with all of it either.

I sighed as I didn't even think about her point of view.

She didn't even mean for any of this to happen.

Or if she did any of this, because my dad did start acting differently when I was younger so Selena couldn't have done anything but add onto it as I got older.

Fuck so how the hell is Selena really to blame.

Selena nodded and started to tell me everything. "Okay..."

After a couple of hours of explaining how she knew my dad and the drugs she gave him.

I gasped as Selena had narrated everything about my father and her connection. I shook my head trying to take in all the things she had said to me. "I'm so sorry" she whispered wrapping her arms around me and I nodded suddenly feeling guilt to how I treated her.

"You could've told me you were 5" I scoffed trying to make her laugh and luckily it worked. I relaxed under her touch and closed my eyes.

Not with Selena by my side.

"I'm a bad person aren't I, nerdy" Selena whispered looking at me with her puffy red eyes and I shook my head angrily wrapping her legs around my waist. I walked over to the bed and sat down still with Selena on my lap.

"You are most amazing kindest, cutest person I haven't met in my life." I said honestly biting my lip and she looked at me in adoration. "You made me safe when I felt like no one was there" I whispered placing a strand of hair that fell from behind her ear. "You made me feel like a different person, not a sad broken kid but a confident bad ass" I chuckled causing her giggle with her red tinted cheeks.

"You made me feel loved" We said at the same time and looked at each other before bursting into laughter.

"Jinx"

"DOUBLE JINX" We said laughing and giggling uncontrollably.

"I was a fool for thinking you were mean" I sighed leaning in closer to her as I all I could see was her lips.

Her red plump lips.

The ones that took my first kiss.

That made me tingle inside.

That made me feel love.

"I was a fool in thinking you were a just a nerd, when you're a special... nerd" Selena giggled and I shook my head with a scoff at her trying to be romantic but I couldn't help but let out a smile. I clasped her hands into mine.

Those hands that punched all the nightmares away.

Those hands that were perfectly fitted for mine.

"I envied your smartness"

"I envied your beauty" We both whispered and I felt my eyes traced her down her figure.

The body that every girl wanted .

The body that even guy would kill for.

The body that was mine to keep.

I leaned in and kissed her. I didn't wait for her to respond, instead I pushed her up against a wall pressing deeply against her.

Her hands wrapped up in my hair causing me to grin between our kisses and my hands slipped under her shirt that I had given her.

Her legs wrapping around my crotch causing me to bite my lap at the fact she was wearing anything underneath.

I suddenly lulled apart after we both needed to breathe and I placed my forehead against hers to scared to look up at her.

I hadn't a clue to what I was doing.

I didn't even know if i was doing this right or not.

I didn't know if Selena was mine.

Was she mine?

"You're my Jay and I'm your Sel" Selena whispered and I looked into her big brown eyes to see them look at me with love.

The love that was for me.

That was completely different from anyone else.

"Jay and Sel" I chuckled loving the sound as I massaged her waist and I felt my cock harden in my boxer.

"Jay and Sel" Selena confirmed with a groan and right now I felt like I was in heaven.

"You wanna make love baby" she whispered and I gulped nodding eagerly.

Now I was in heaven.

I placed her against the bed slipping off her shirt causing me to gulp.

Her breath hitched as she laid there bare. "What?" She asked as her hands itched to cover but I stopped them and pulled them over her body.

I placed her lips onto her neck sucking deeply as she groaned arching her.

"Fuck you're beautiful" I whispered against her skin and I glanced her to see her smile.

She pulled back causing me to smile and she switched out positions causing me to groan.

But she stopped.

Her breathing started to change and I got up pulling her closer to me as tears started to run down her eyes.

"Fucks what wrong" I asked as she wrapped her arms. She keeps shaking her head and I rubbed her back until she calmed down.

I didn't even know what was happening to her but it was good.

I thought she had told me everything but I guess not.

After a half hour, she finally calmed down and she looked me with her lip bite.

I didn't speak until she did. I didn't want to complicate what was going in her mind.

"I was raped by your dad" she whispered as she looked down at my chest and my face dropped as soon as the words came out from her dad.

My dad?

"When I was 15..." She whispered as I shook my head at how confused I was but I pulled her closer to me. "He had worked for a us one time and he did get paid so he threatened one of my girl members that he would use her as payment but she was scared so asked me. I said yes because I thought that would be the right thing. But at the time I was with him, I said no. And he didn't listen" she said as her voice cracked and I clenched my jaw gripping onto her tightly.

15?

For fucks sake.

I should've heard her out.

I thought I was strong for being alive after dealing with all this shit.

But Selena was the the stronger one.

She fucking faced rape, and because of me, she had the guilt of murdering my mum which she didn't do.

She even killed my dad, maybe because of me or for herself.

I felt sick to my stomach for justifying my dad.

He's a fucking rapist.

A fucked up drug addict.

A fucked up abuser.

A fucked up murderer

Just a fucked up person.

"I'm sorry for everything" Selena whispered as her hands ran down my chest and I shook my head as I gulped she was still bare but I forced my eyes to hers.

"There's nothing you've done and said that you should be sorry about" I whispered wiping away her remaining tears as she nodded looking at me.

"I want you" she whispered pushing deep against me and I groaned shaking my head.

"Are you sure" I asked her as I didn't want her to become uncomfortable.

Like I was her rapists fucking son.

I was disgusted of myself.

Her lips attached mine as she placed my hands on her breasts causing me to suck in a breath.

I pulled her closer and attacked her breasts with my lips as she groaned against my head.

"Fuck" she groaned as she bounced a little against my cock causing me to groan.

She slowly stopped me and held onto my hands causing me to groan.

"I want you naked right now" she whispered against my lips and I bit my lip before slowly nodding.

I was a little scared as it was the first time.

And I didn't want to hurt her.

I didn't want her to to think about my dad at all.

Not a single thought.

She tugged onto my boxers and I slipped them off. I watched as Selena bit her lip and she glanced her at me.

"Touch yourself" she whispered and I widened my eyes at her demand. She smiled as she placed her hands on her body before trailing down causing me to watch her.

"You're making me new emotions" I whispered causing her to let out a smile. Her hands slipped down to her cunt and I adjusted my position as I watched her fingers slipped inside her causing her to groan.

"Please touch yourself" she whispered forcing her eyes at mine and I nodded before slipping my hands down to my cock.

I let out a groan as I slid my hands softly against my cock. I watched as her eyes glanced down before her spare hands stroked my cock as well causing me to groan.

I decided to the same with my spare hand and slipped my fingers into her causing her breathing to quicken before her head nuzzled into my neck.

She quicked her movement causing my to quicken mine as we both groaned.

"I need you" she groaned slipping out hands out before positioning herself right on top of hard cock.

"Bare" she added and my eyes widened before nodding.

I wanted to be bare.

I gripped onto her legs pulling her closer before slipping into her.

She let out a groan and I clenched my jaw turning his around so I was fully on top.

I moaned as I pulled her lags closer and I thrusted inside of her.

Deeper and deeper.

She dug her nails causing me to groan in pleasure and my thrusts became quicker.

"I love you" I whispered into her ear and she arched her back pressing deep against me before slipping down so her face was against mine.

"I love you" she whispered back and I smiled befoee kissing her.

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"And that's how me and your mommy had met" I smiled exhausted at how many times we had to tell the story to our kids.

"YESSSSS" Scar and Xavier grinned before running to me and Selena, giving us a damn tight hug.

"And I wish we could back" Selena smiled looking at me with a puppy love eyes. I bit my lip slightly blushing and nodded.

6 year later and our love hasn't changed as well as our hormones.

But obviously we didn't tell our kids anything about that.

"But then you wouldn't have us" Xavier pouted and I laughed nodding.

He had a point. "Wow, I guess you didn't want us then" Scar frowned crossing her arms and I shook my head.

I pulled them both in my lap with Selena opposite me and frowned. "My babies, I love you guys sooooo much and what I meant was, that me and Selena had made a couple of mistakes along the way which I would want to change but you guys are never gonna be one one of them" I sighed placing Scar in Selena's lap before tightly hugging them both like it was our last moments together.

"I wouldn't change this for the world" Me and Selena both said at the same before we all busted into laughter.

THE END