I cried on his shoulder

Victoria's POV

After I was recovered from the fever I was planning to continue my trip but my parents and the doctors told me I should return as soon as possible. I am kind of suspicious at the moment. What actually happened to me?

Is it just a fever like they say or is it more than that?! I saw the doctor and my parents enter the room and pretended to sleep.

"I want to talk to you both, please come outside", I heard the doctor say. They shut the door behind. Once sure they were gone I got up and leaned my head against the door attempting to listen.

"Victoria is stable...at least for now. We checked her brain condition after she regained her memory for a short period of time. It's a sign she may slowly recover her memories but it's going to be really risky", the doctor said and I heard my mom sobbing, my dad and Cole trying to console her.

"There's 50% possibility for her to forget everything due to recollection of her memories but she's out of danger for now. I recommend you to resume her treatment and tell her about what is going on before she discovers it herself", the doctor said and sighed. "That's all. Don't pressure for anything", he said and I heard the footsteps walk away.

I quickly went back to my bed and pretended to sleep when my parents entered. My mom couldn't control her tears so she went out. My dad and Cole spoke up. "I wish you never had to go through this... It should have been me, not you.....", Cole trailed off and I felt his voice cracking.

I didn't care about my act anymore. I got up and hugged Cole. "It's not your fault ok? Stop blaming yourself!", I said as they were taken by surprise. "Victoria-- did you hear everything--", my dad stuttered which was one of the rare moments in my life.

"Yes, dad I know everything. It's ok I'm not mad, you did this to protect me", I said hugging him. "Take care of Mom you both. I'm okay. I just want fresh air", I said smiling reassuringly. They didn't want to leave but they respected my decision and left the room. I changed my clothes into something simple and comfortable. A pair of black ripped jeans and a plain white shirt with white sneakers.

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I sat on the bench which was out of most people's views. There weren't many people at the moment. I let the tears flow down without bothering to wipe them as I sat there alone. I could forget everything? Why do I have to go through this?! Everything made sense now as to why they were here, and why they were surprised when I said I remembered them all.

I felt a warm comfortable hand gripping on my shoulder as I turn around wiping away my tears quickly to see Soobin standing in front of me. "Are you....ok?", He asked pressing his lips together. As if he knew I wasn't okay he shook his head and spoke, "I know that's dumb of me to ask. Of course, you aren't ok". He breathed in and out and spoke again, "Can I sit here?", He asked uncertainty filled in his voice.

I didn't want anyone's company at the current moment but his presence was... Comfortable for some reason. I nodded and he sat down next to me. He pulled me into a hug and I didn't hesitate to hug him back. Weird, I am not really a fan of hugs but Soobin's embrace was comfortable.

"It's ok to cry. It's ok to let it all out", he said stroking my back gently. As soon as I heard those words I started sobbing softly. I cried my eyes out. He didn't complain even once just kept comforting me. I cried and cried until I was drained out and couldn't cry anymore. Soobin repeatedly kept wiping my tears from his sweatshirt's sleeves.

"Let's eat something ok?", He asked not sure if I wanted to cry more. I think that's enough crying for a day so I nodded and smiled a little as he gave me his bunny smile with dimples showing up. I unconsciously pulled his cheeks which I wanted to do since the very start but then I realised I wasn't dreaming but actually pulling his cheeks.

I see him smiling with his nose crunched cutely and complaining at how harsh I was, "Aaah, I'm so sorry--"."Nah, it's totally ok, my cheeks are usually everyone's target", he laughed and I joined in instead of being embarrassed as I would usually be. Why was I so different around him.....??

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"Yah! How can you not like bread? You have no taste in food", Soobin argued. "Excuse meh?! Who the hell eats bread for lunch?!!", I asked knitting me both the eyebrows and moving towards him. "I do", he said moving forward as well. We stared at each other for 5 mins not backing away to take the dominance. "Fine, we will order pasta and noodles too", he said sighing and defeated.

I did a small happy dance in my head and smiled brightly at Soobin who sat there laughing while holding his stomach. "Y-you-u a-ar-ree *laughing* your face *laughing* was *laughing* priceless", he laughed and I glared at him playfully.

"You really think that was funny?", I asked smirking. "Wait-- no-no that wasn't *laughing* funny at all I swear*laughing* I -- ahh-- stobticklingggmee", he rapped as I tucked him. We were currently in the car which Soobin's mom rented for him for the trip. "Pasta, noodles, bread and coke, that's all right?", He repeated.

"Yes, don't forget egg noodles and extra cheese on pasta", I reminded for the nth time n he just rolled his eyes before going out to order for taking out. I switched on my phone since I was bored. I was surprised to see so many missed calls.

[Mom😪 (5 missed calls)

Dad🙇(3 missed calls)

No brain cells🕺(2 missed calls)

MiMi 👒(3 missed calls)

Kari 🏀(4 missed calls)

Gyu 👽 (2 missed calls)

Kai 🐧(1 missed call)

Tae 🤸(3 missed calls)

Joon 🦊(1 missed call)]

[45 unread messages]

Shit! I was going to be a lump of dead meat! I quickly texted everyone saying I was fine and Soobin was with me. Seems like Soobin's phone was switched off as well since Joon said he wasn't picking up his phone.

As I finished texting everyone I saw Soobin coming towards the car. He smiled entering the car. "Did you get my stuff?", I asked and he nodded. "Did you get pasta with--", I was cut off mid-sentence and Soobin continued, " extra cheese and egg noodles". I smiled at him and teased, "wow your brain has got sharper staying with me"

"If you keep repeating anything so many times even a newborn kid is gonna learn it", he muttered. "Yah! What do you mean to say--?? Wait are you saying I talk too much?! Fine, I'm not gonna say anything from now --", I was cut off once again for the nth time today!! "Yeah, I'm sorry to stop being dramatic. Let's go eat somewhere before it gets cold", he said. "I know a perfect place!", He said a smile dancing on his lips. "I swear to God if you are planning to kill me, the police is gonna come after you", I joked and he whined scrunching up his nose. He's just too cute. I cooed at his cuteness.

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