Chapter 18 Its Over

I left her alone after all that I put her through in she still was stalking me until it came time for me to leave. So of course Lisa was sent home before me because she skipped curfew and was hanging out so they rushed her out of the school.

It was just me there by myself so one night me and my favorite room mate was this chick name JB we had a party every week in our room. So one night we decided to pop pills in see how it would feel in the snow. So we had a fire drill the same day. So we out the door rolling on the ground wilding. I'm grabbing butty and all I was so messed up.

I yell JB wyd down here lol she rolling talking bout it's hot. So I joined her she went to jumping over gates in stuff in I'm just laughing. So we was heading back in I'm high she high we both high we was on team no sleep that night. Until one of our room mates turned into mama mode on us we was laughing so loud. But we got in bed in laid there yelling back in forward talking.

So as the next day came we ditch class in laid under the beds in slept until two. We went down the steps to the last class laughing we got kicked out for cursing the teacher out cause we had a hang over in she was loud. So we went back up stairs in got high again. My days at Job Corp came to a end I was sad because I didn't want to leave I wanted to stay but they say I was too much hell.

So as I packed in got ready to leave I got a kiss from my ex lover and my other side pieces. They was yelling out the window we gone miss you bae. I'm going to miss you'll also it was fun while it lasted. I cried because I was leaving all my loves behind but got some cat before I left one more time.

So as I return to Tallahassee I was greeted by my mother and daughter I was to excited to see my baby girl. So I spent time with my baby for a minute until I got a phone call from the last heifer ever. Hello says Erica what's up boo long time no here what you doing today? Nothing but chilling with my kid and my family why what's up? lets link up later today so we can catch up okay bet.

I told my mama I'll be back I link back up with Jazz so best believe we went in got high as usual. I thought after I left Job Corp I would change nawl I didn't I'm still the same old me. I came home in vibe with my kid and my people had our laughs and play time. So the next day came I went out in had a relaxing day with Jazz she treated me I didn't have to do nothing when I went to Jazz house.

So the week past it was time to head back to Georgia to graduate. I was so excited I got to see all my baes we had a good laugh no and played around till it was time to go walk cross the stage they meet my little girl and my mother. We had a blast so as we walked cross the stage we showed out while graduating.

I seen my ex girlfriend Sarah she kissed me saying I miss u in love you. I looked at her like don't kiss me I don't know where your mouth been at. So you miss me? No I don't I been chilling I'm good. Don't do me like that in my mind I'm thinking get out my mf face but I didn't say it I just kept walking. I hung out with my people until we left to go take pictures.

But unfortunately I didn't get a chance to take pictures cause my Fuck ass uncle went to acting stupid in I cursed him out in front of everybody didn't give a dam no more. So the whole ride back I didn't eat speak or say nothing to nobody was ready to hit the streets again in get high Fuck everything and everybody. So we made it back to Tallahassee I jumped out the car in left for days weeks never came home.

I got high every day I hit licks everyday just to feed my habit I didn't care about nobody. So I went home played with my baby until she fell a sleep. I waited until she was all the way out before I started packing my stuff so I could leave again. I had done met my other mama by my sister netta. So we got close in I moved in with her she was helping me get my self together. She know I loved her to death I call her mama g and my little sister Pooh she took me in like I was one of hers.

She never loved me no different she did everything that I never had in life she mad sure I had. So as I moved in with ma I had a curfew but my curfew was at 12 at night. So as I hang with Jazz she never knew what kind of high we was she just thought we was on weed. Me and Jazz will disappear for days again but I knew when I got home I already knew what to expect because I was a minor out all times of night in didn't tell her where I was going.

As I got ready to head home I already knew I was gone get into trouble. I came in the door that morning I'm looking to see if ma was still sleep. Little sis Pooh came to the door you better hurry up in go in the room in act like you sleep. I got in the room just in time before she came in I had a bad hang over. I laid there acting like I'm sleep when she came in. Get up Erica what I'm tired ma. Get your ass up now.

I roll over yes ma what do you want. She looked at me with that look in her eyes where we're you these pass couple of days. I been hanging with Jazz ma ookay get up in come here I can't yeah you can. I got up in went in her room like a fool and she locked the door behind me. Remind you'll I'm high as I don't know what. You know what to do right yes ma'am.

I laid cross the bed while she got her belt. You know I know you high and under the influence that's why you stayed away from here. I can smell it on you when you came in the house this morning thinking I'm sleep. Lay cross this bed in let's get it. I tried to come up with why I came home late I tried to plee so I wouldn't get a whooping. I laid cross the bed I tried to squeeze my butt together it didn't work. One hit I was down off the bed.

Okay I won't do it no more. Ma grabbed me get back cross the bed in hold it. I got up in started crying please it hurt it hurts. Ooh I'm not done Erica you gone learn you a child an you have curfew in responsibilities for a reason. I got up from one hit in laid back cross the bed. Another hit I dropped again holding my butt hollering. Get up Erica if I get you up I'm going to give you a lot worse then that.

I stood up but I didn't lay cross the bed cause my butt was on fire I couldn't do it. Ma grabbed me in just went to work I hollered so much till I got sleepy. I was put on punishment after a beating. From here on out Erica you gone do better and become a better women if I got anything to do with you while I'm in your life. I got in bed in stayed there until dinner I couldn't even sit down then.

But I never knew she really cared about me like her own until I seen it for myself while living with her and from that day I begun to see a lo little change in my ways. Just know she don't play in you will see what I mean.